HEY YOU :)

Heart to heart talks are the best!!! Right? Well...most of the times i guess. & So i heard someone cooked up a story. Just to gain more attention. (For what idek!?) Yea yea, don't worry, please take it, giving it all to you. Welcome and don't come back. Honestly, I don't want this attention that you crave for at all. Do you think I will take it away from you? Nope. All I want is a no-drama-life. Is that so difficult? 

Maybe we have one too many friends in the clique. My my, this is getting interesting.

JUST. UGHH!

Why do people fall into a trap that only I am able to see.
Those mere mortals can't feel it, that dark aura filled with bullshit.
All I can to do now is to wait cautiously, while watching a fake act with pity.
Knowing that deep in my heart, soon the truth will come to light..
& then finally people will start believing me.

angelseah, signing off

ALL BUT AN ACT :(

Deleted my previous blog (again) because I can't remember my password for the gazillion-th time D; D: D;

Gahh, such a loser. 

Hmm. The story of my 'perfect' life that people might soon come to realize that it's just a facade. Some people think that they know how my life is like; and jealous they are sometimes... But the question is, 'when will people be able to see that my life is not all butterflies and ponies, and it is not as great as it seems to be?' 

I'm sick of all this phony act by you whom i once called 'a friend', that secretly (not so secret anymore because i found out of your bitch side ) stabs you at the back when you aren't looking. Bullshit.

To you, my phony friend, 

I regret knowing. 

& I hate to regret

angelseah, signing off

FIRST POST ツ

If only I can say what I am really thinking.
If only people can see what I am seeing.
If only you know what I am not liking.
If only this place I'm much alive in
is, truly believing.

Most stories with happy endings,
always has an awful beginning.
Will mine be the same?
I am still patiently hoping.

Really, giving up will not do any good.
But why bother, if you think you're gonna lose?

Random questions has been popping up in my mind lately, must be one of the stages of growing up. Teenage drama huh.. Been thinking of what do i want to do in life, i'm too comfortable doing nothing.. & I'm pretty well sure it ain't good. Damn.

Cheers, angelseah