こんにちは !

Really really busy at work past few weeks doing all the administrative / HR / accounting / secretary stuff all alone! & then again there's night classes 3 days a week, tests after tests.. QM test was not what i'd expect but at least a 25/30 please! :l Gehhhh, tired and the only thing keeping me up this late every night is my long list of anime. I think people don't really see me as a person that actually watches anime tho deep down I might be a two-third otaku. Lol, i don't know... 

Note to self: stop reading the manga and spoiling the plot myself. Now the anime ain't that nice anymore ㅠㅠㅠ

"AO HARU RIDE" 

"SWORD ART ONLINE"

"ATTACK ON TITAN"

"HAIKYUU!"

 "KUROKO NO BASUKE"

Finished watching all these anime in less than a month even with my busy schedule... Fangirl-ing cool anime guys. If only I can live in anime world, or if i'm a kawaii anime person...ah-

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, kidding. Why are people always giving me that ' you-mad ' stares everytime i say this. I can dream no? oh this sad reality. 

Jahhh angelseah,

signing off ~

Stupefy meeeeeee

Sighhhhhhh

Got my 30% (30 marks) test results back today and my results are just...mehh! Feeling so damned discourage right now when I actually studied for this test! Okay, maybe not 100%. But I friggin' memorized the entire topic 3 which is the main 10 marks essay and managed to get 9 out of it. Stillll.... I should have get full marks for this! 

Worst thing was, I had made too many fucked up mistakes on the MCQ part.

TWENTY MCQ questions, only answered 17 and almost half was wrong! How the heck did I missed 3 questions!? OH AND I DIDN'T DOUBLE CHECK MY TEST PAPER AT ALL. Someone kill me already. I know it's my fault damnit.

Totally drowning myself in self-pity which I know i'm not supposed to, since it was mistake on my part. Ughhh. Depressed. 19 out of 30 is NOT GOOD. Not even the 20 mark. THIS SHOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED. 

& There's this other test coming up. Really, can i still do this.. :(

“You have this one life. So just live it and just do it.” – Cassey Ho

The more i workout, the hungrier i get. 

The hungrier i get, the more i eat.

The more i eat, the fatter i become.

The fatter i become, the more i sleep.

The more i sleep, the more lazy i get.

It's an endless cycle ! ! ! ! ! ! 

I need to find a personal trainer to force me to workout.

I am really the type that needs to be forced. 

-_________________-

No kid.

TICK TOCK

The last quarter of 2014 is drawing near and I've been thinking...since the last ROM incident, i get the whole idea of why i'd hate the adult world. As immature as it sounds, fact is everyone is nothing without pretend. Everyone wears a mask, be selfish and gossip behind your back. Friends, oh what are friends?

I am having this mundane routine every single day. Every. I have come to accept the fact that my life can be quite repetitious. Predicament and such, in order to avoid this usual screwed cycle i must learn to accept things as it is and do the best I can now. 

Talked with the best-friend few days back and she had a plan to start a new business and her plans sounds great! I'd love to help and am anticipating for it already. Finger's crossed!

WISH LIST!

A girls' gonna do what a girls' gotta do.

1) 21.5" iMac - 3.1 GHz (windows)
2) Lifetime Brazilian IPL 
3) Double eye lids @taiwan
4) MyCloud - WD 6TB 
5) 7" Tablet 

Till then.

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Stumbled upon Fiona's blog from AGES ago 
& read her blog posts back in 2008. 

There's just too many friggin' ugly pictures 
of me back in secondary school!! Oh god. 

Looking back, i think Liying and i 
might have changed the most in appearance. 

Up to the point where people might think 
we've gone for plastic surgery. Lol no kid.

Next to do: Double eye lid surgery 〷●‿●〷