Saturday 21 November 2015

Over promises, empty promises


I really hate it when people over promise and change plans at the last minute... I want a steady friend!!! Anyway, Sharlene was a great help! She threw me a ton of advice when I felt so frustrated which made me so stress. Thanks to her I made up my mind to do what I wanted to do. Even if all else fails, at least I've tried my best.

P.s Another thing that makes me mad is that i have to keep repeating myself. 
GrrrrrrUghhhhhhhh. I'm getting boring. I'm getting old. I need to calm myself down.

Monday 16 November 2015

Thoughts at the back of my mind...

Feels like I've been neglecting this blog for too long and honestly, I don't know what to blog about right now... Life has been neither here nor there, neither exciting nor interesting. Just an old mundane life of an adult. It's boring. Been working at Q's as an admin assistant for almost 4 months now, which means I passed my probation after the 3 month mark, but sadly my salary wasn't increased and I guess because i'm considered over paid for an admin assistant maybe. I also took my final paper last Friday and now I am F R E E from studying FOREVER!! Tho last paper just ended, i'm kinda worrying about whether i hit the passing mark for that paper or not. Oh god please wish me luck (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

& Wow, this year seems to pass so quickly, it's amazing how it's almost December and meaning, another year has gone by just like that. Many things happened, ups and downs are of course unavoidable, life isn't all rainbows and butterflies but what is important is how we accept it, learn, and let go. Enjoy everyday one step at a time, don't worry so much about the future and waste time on your present. Everything happens for a reason, to make it into positive or negativity, its our own choice. Appreciate the little moments in life and what you already have.

Side note, I am a little anxious myself seeing that things are going quite smoothly at work even though I have many things to do, but all not done yet and it's been dragging on for ages. I'm a tiny bit afraid that it's gonna be like 'calm before the storm' thingy. Even dreamed that got FIRED from work! What you think about in the day is what you dream about at night so they said. Sighhh



Random updates:

Taobao too much and now I am pretty much broke but i'm taking this opportunity to diet and just eat bread for lunch... talk about being positive :D l Going JB this Saturday with the most awesome-st people in my life l Envious about someone's love live right now! Where is my prince that sweet talk and acts like guys from animes T^T l Bought a laptop to play games with a 24 month installment plan thanks to Winson l Stressing on how to fill up my 20 pieces 32" heart shape balloons with helium and no one is helping l Wanted to play Tera today but talked with yan chin for 2 hours + and didn't got to play fml 


Nearing 2am, need to sleep. 
Goodnight xoxo.