Tuesday 11 June 2013

Everything's Gonna Be Alright


Please paint me a beautiful landscape (?)

Sometimes i feel that things are still the same, only to look back realize that it has pretty much changed. I can't be everyone's happy-pill, pretending that I'm carefree all the time. So much work to do and a damn hell lot of things to stress about in life...

But as the days past, it seems to be better, than yesterday, than before. Every year I wish for some smooth sailing till the world ends, that's all I'm asking for.

Thank you for the care and support even though I've been a bad person to you.

Last mistake, I apologize.

Sunday 9 June 2013

Thoughts about Twenty-one

Suddenly I'm afraid.. afraid of being 21 and living in this atypical world. I want to carry on living my life blithe and carefree, but there's just too much things to be stressed and be concerned of that I can't possibly think like a kid anymore. That little voice in my head telling me to do what I have to do, I can't make mistakes.. I hate the idea of being an adult, the idea of losing all my innocence. I need to be stronger. 

If I die tomorrow will I regret not doing the things I didn't do? 
I do ask myself this every now and then, but my answer is always the same.
- I have no regrets.

I feel that if I'll regret not doing what I want, I'll do it no matter what and put it as a priority. Don't regret the choices you choose to make, whether good or bad. All the possibilities in this world, why live with regrets when it comes down to the choices we make for ourselves..right? 

A little bird once asked me, 
Why do we live? The answer left an impact though it didn't really surprised me. 

And guess what? We live, not to work and provide for the family, not to enjoy the pleasures in life, not to study and get a good income job, not to make friends not to love but....in actual fact, we live.. 

... to die.

Cheers people,
angelseahx3