LAST OF TWENTY-FOURTEEN.

Wow. 2014 is coming to a close and it's almost 2015. 

Felt like only yesterday I was watching fireworks & counting down to 2014. 

I guess this year has been rather amazing, it's really been kind of a ride. Started on my HR course, made new friends, traveled to new places and ate yummy food, went to quite a few concerts and parties, & even found the cheapest places to shop at!

Looking back at 2014, I hope that the coming year 2015 will be better than the last. I want this coming year to have minimal conflicts, arguments & gossiping! Will definitely try to stay out of trouble and enjoy life to the fullest and be grateful with what i already have. 2015 will bring lots of changes for me as I'll completing my diploma in HR & Business Management and then I might be starting on  a degree for HR (but so bloody expensive!), gotta manage the change and restructuring in the office, and hope for a salary increment with my new certification (!?)

Resolution for 2015 !!

Celebrate Christmas / Countdown overseas

Double eye lids !!

Exercise !!

Graduate with A(s) !!
DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT LIFE!!!!

Yearly reminder to self: Forget the bad & remember the good that happened in 2014. Life is like a roller coaster, it has it's ups and downs. But it's your choice to scream or enjoy the ride. 

Cheers for the new year - angelseah

First Semester Final Examinations D;

Studio Ghibi's Piano collection playing in the background, perfect lighting and air-con for studying... the little things in life that makes me feel blessed. I might not be rich and neither am i perfect but i want to live my life how i want it to be. & Although life can be tough sometimes, we gotta smile, stay strong, start being positive and happiness will come knocking on your door. 

Quote from a manga i'm currently reading:

"No matter how tough life might be, or how much it hurts, if you want to be happy, put a smile on your face...Otherwise, happiness will slip away. That's why we have to smile"

Live with no room for regrets, angelseah.

Relaxing Piano Ghibli Collection リラクシング・ピアノ ジブリ・コレクション

CONTENT.

Today, I went to Founder's Bakuteh shop at Balestier for the first time & Chanel, Winson, Shu Kiat and I actually managed to clean up this massive amount of food! Recommended by Shu Kiat, it's supposed to be a 'famous' place to go for bakuteh here in Singapore. I don't know whether i like it or not (yet), but it kinda tastes like my grandma's cooking :D Which is not bad i guess? Oh & my planned diet failed again, since we went to have dessert at serangoon's dessert bowl after that.

Been hanging out a lot with this bunch lately and I am thankful to have such friends that makes my life happy in so many ways. Just chilling and enjoying the day together, creating fun memories. Sometimes, I really can't stand people who complain about every single thing & letting negativity get the better of them.....People in this society nowadays should learn to appreciate one another more. Phony friends... phony friends everywhere.

Good news! I scored 28 out of 30 marks for the economics 30% mcq test.. could have gotten full marks f i triple-checked my work! Well, 28 ain't that bad either. I will be sure to get better results next time! Hmphhhh~ Final year examinations are coming right up too, how can i focus, study tips maybe (?) I need a private tutor..

Work hard now, enjoy later. Life's new motto. Goodnight!

こんにちは !

Really really busy at work past few weeks doing all the administrative / HR / accounting / secretary stuff all alone! & then again there's night classes 3 days a week, tests after tests.. QM test was not what i'd expect but at least a 25/30 please! :l Gehhhh, tired and the only thing keeping me up this late every night is my long list of anime. I think people don't really see me as a person that actually watches anime tho deep down I might be a two-third otaku. Lol, i don't know... 

Note to self: stop reading the manga and spoiling the plot myself. Now the anime ain't that nice anymore ㅠㅠㅠ

"AO HARU RIDE" 

"SWORD ART ONLINE"

"ATTACK ON TITAN"

"HAIKYUU!"

 "KUROKO NO BASUKE"

Finished watching all these anime in less than a month even with my busy schedule... Fangirl-ing cool anime guys. If only I can live in anime world, or if i'm a kawaii anime person...ah-

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, kidding. Why are people always giving me that ' you-mad ' stares everytime i say this. I can dream no? oh this sad reality. 

Jahhh angelseah,

signing off ~

Stupefy meeeeeee

Sighhhhhhh

Got my 30% (30 marks) test results back today and my results are just...mehh! Feeling so damned discourage right now when I actually studied for this test! Okay, maybe not 100%. But I friggin' memorized the entire topic 3 which is the main 10 marks essay and managed to get 9 out of it. Stillll.... I should have get full marks for this! 

Worst thing was, I had made too many fucked up mistakes on the MCQ part.

TWENTY MCQ questions, only answered 17 and almost half was wrong! How the heck did I missed 3 questions!? OH AND I DIDN'T DOUBLE CHECK MY TEST PAPER AT ALL. Someone kill me already. I know it's my fault damnit.

Totally drowning myself in self-pity which I know i'm not supposed to, since it was mistake on my part. Ughhh. Depressed. 19 out of 30 is NOT GOOD. Not even the 20 mark. THIS SHOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED. 

& There's this other test coming up. Really, can i still do this.. :(

“You have this one life. So just live it and just do it.” – Cassey Ho

The more i workout, the hungrier i get. 

The hungrier i get, the more i eat.

The more i eat, the fatter i become.

The fatter i become, the more i sleep.

The more i sleep, the more lazy i get.

It's an endless cycle ! ! ! ! ! ! 

I need to find a personal trainer to force me to workout.

I am really the type that needs to be forced. 

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No kid.

TICK TOCK

The last quarter of 2014 is drawing near and I've been thinking...since the last ROM incident, i get the whole idea of why i'd hate the adult world. As immature as it sounds, fact is everyone is nothing without pretend. Everyone wears a mask, be selfish and gossip behind your back. Friends, oh what are friends?

I am having this mundane routine every single day. Every. I have come to accept the fact that my life can be quite repetitious. Predicament and such, in order to avoid this usual screwed cycle i must learn to accept things as it is and do the best I can now. 

Talked with the best-friend few days back and she had a plan to start a new business and her plans sounds great! I'd love to help and am anticipating for it already. Finger's crossed!

WISH LIST!

A girls' gonna do what a girls' gotta do.

1) 21.5" iMac - 3.1 GHz (windows)
2) Lifetime Brazilian IPL 
3) Double eye lids @taiwan
4) MyCloud - WD 6TB 
5) 7" Tablet 

Till then.

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Stumbled upon Fiona's blog from AGES ago 
& read her blog posts back in 2008. 

There's just too many friggin' ugly pictures 
of me back in secondary school!! Oh god. 

Looking back, i think Liying and i 
might have changed the most in appearance. 

Up to the point where people might think 
we've gone for plastic surgery. Lol no kid.

Next to do: Double eye lid surgery 〷●‿●〷

DIFFERENT MINDSETS

Congratulations! 

Hey, my best-friend got engaged! ❤❤❤ I genuinely wish this couple a lifetime full of happiness, good health & plenty of wealth because these are the most practical important things in life no? :D Thanks to this event we got closer with one another's clique and even had a group name formed called "ONE COMMON THING". Hahaha Inside joke.

A day before the ROM we had a Hen's night aka bachelorette's party! I guess things went kinda well with our last minute planning and even though the girls got pissed with the groom-to-be but in the end we still had a blast! :D Took helluva pictures and videos as keepsakes to laugh at in the future. The groom-to-be didn't want anything drastic happening to his 'bride' but this is alright, right? I hope. After all, this can only happen once in a lifetime :D 

A day after the ROM, the clique had an agreement to 'settle' their displeasure they had with the groom on whatsapp. I didn't join their heated discussion not because I didn't want to, but deep down I felt that it's just...wrong. I mean, 8 of us vs 1 guy?? What are the odds? I'm just kinda surprised that how childish and narrow minded can people get, getting angry and argue just for argumentative's sake! We've gotta live and let live.. we're not the ones marrying the groom, who cares about changing his character if he doesn't want to be changed! I feel that shouldn't minimal respect be given to your friend and her (now) husband? How would you like if we were to put your husband or boyfriend down without consulting you first? Do you even respect your own friend? How would you feel if you were in your friend's shoes? Stuck right in the middle of your mindless argument. Have you guys thought of the many consequences after satisfying your simple selfish need for complain? 

Disgraceful. 

Of course though friends will be friends, but that doesn't mean that we should agree with their wrongs and forget what's right. Making a mountain out of a molehill, adding oil to the fire and stir shit out of nothing.. is that necessary? She's our friend & he is her husband now. Please have some faith in our friend, she's old enough to know what she wants, whats right and whats wrong. She isn't one to support her husband even if he's in the wrong! Why don't you guys understand.. You guys can tell this to her husband but what about yourself? Friends need to have trust too, not only in marriage. Besides, it's not up to us to decide on how they love each other whether we like it or not. By having this 'voicing' out of your opinions, does it really matter? What outcome are you expecting from the groom in the end? The most he can do is apologize and change, and even though he apologize everyone still wasn't happy at all. What do you want him to do to you that will appease your anger? Beg? Kneel? Nothing. It all comes down to nothing. No conclusion at all. 

It's all just a fucking waste of time and energy.

Well, after the entire drama ended I followed my heart and explained my reason for not joining their stupid convo with the groom. Some managed to understand my point of view and I'm thankful for that. But some actually said why didn't I stop them. Will they even listen to me??? Lame la. Heck, i shouldn't be bothered by this. this is not my game. 

No matter what, friend, I've got your back. Most certain.

"An entire sea of water can't sink a ship unless it gets inside the ship. 

Similarly the negativity of the world can't put you down 

unless you allow it to get inside you." 

DON'T DROWN IN NEGATIVITY.

angelseah, signing off~
Goodnight

J U L Y

Time really flies, we're in the 2nd half of 2014. & i think to myself, what have i been doing this past 6 months? well, i've been working full-time for more than a year now tho i really hope that i don't have to work forever because there's just so much i've yet to see and do! ah, please let me experience a billionaire miracle. 

Feeling fat, started going for zumba classes & kickboxing with my super-on colleagues for just this month & then it's off to part time studies at SHRI. It's gonna be tough, but i guess i'll take one step at a time and it'll be alright. Gotta be strong angelseah! 

Looking forward to Hongki's proposal in Singapore too tho i didn't buy the tickets for his fanmeet since i've got no hongki biased friends D; but i guess i'm still able to go for his press conference since it's free! 

Made this one and only hongki wallpaper for myself!

Pictures as well, you can't find it anywhere :D :D

Over obsessed fan girl. 

Please no.

montigo / nongsa / batam + twenty two (?!)

Dated 06 June 2014.

Refused to stay in Singapore for my 22nd birthday so best girlfriend (chanel) recommended montigo resort for a short getaway!! & it was amazing!! :)) oh, we missed the boarding time for the ferry and had to take the next one instead. felt really bad guys! angelseah can't count time and money. remember that OTLfmlol. boarding time!! didn't get seasick at all throughout the ride but RH did and i actually caught a picture of him at it!! noobshitzhehz. spent the hour ride to batam centre taking photos, watching namwee vids & singing to malaysia zhabor. talk about self-entertainment lol.

i love taking pictures, a picture speaks a thousand words no? this 2d1n was enjoyable tho i wished i had more time to enjoy the villa & resort's facilities. everything was pushed back because of the rain and traffic at batam (terrible!) i was really looking forward to shop too! mehhhh i guess it's only 2 days so i shouldn't ask for more, besides, batam is only a ferry ride away.

Hello & goodbye montigo resort, i'll be back ! :)

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- end. adieu

Head in the clouds

Yesah! At long last, i finally found the FULL personality test that idiotic Jasper tested me a long time ago.......only to say that he had forgotten the remaining half of it. Meh meh de.

So here goes.. ( If you wanna try it out too, you might wanna not spoil yourself by reading the answers at the bottom of this post. :)
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“I want you to imagine a desert, stretching out as far as your eyes can see. In this desert is a cube. Your first task is to describe the cube. What does it look like? How large is it? What is it made of? Where exactly is it?”

Cube made of crystal-like-glass half my size (?) Sparkly under the sun & floating above the ground.

“As you look at the desert and your cube, you notice there is also a ladder. Your second task is to describe the ladder. What is it made of? How big is it? Where is it, in relation to the cube?”

Ladder made of mahogany wood in dark walnut brown. Hovering somewhere beside the cube, slanting towards but not touching it.

“Now imagine that in the scene there is a horse. (Yes, horse. I didn't say this desert made sense). Your third task: describe the horse. Most importantly: where is the horse, and what is it doing? Where, if anywhere, is it going?”

A magnificent white horse with golden saddles!! A short distance away from the cube & the ladder waiting for me.

“We’re nearly there now. In the scene before you are flowers. Your penultimate task: describe the flowers. How many are there? What do they look like? Where are they, in relation to the horse, cube, ladder and sand?”

Beautiful garden with stone steps that leads to a huge fountain. Surrounding the garden is an array of flowers, roses in many different colors ♥

“Final question. In the desert there is a storm. Describe the storm. What type of storm is it? Is it near, or far? What direction is it headed? Does it affect the horse, flowers, cube or ladder?”

Ominous dark clouds mixed with rain, thunder and lightning at horizon of the desert. Too far to affect anything.

“If you've been playing along, this is going to be fun. If you didn't, I must warn you: the next part ruins your ability to play this game ever again. If you won’t want to ruin it forever, go back now. Trust me.”

*Highlight*

The cube is yourself & the size is ostensibly your ego:
A large cube means you’re pretty sure of yourself, a small cube less so. The vertical placement of the cube is how grounded you are. Resting on the sand? You’re probably pretty down to earth. Floating in the sky? Your head is in the clouds.

The cube’s material conveys how open you are:
Transparent cubes belong to transparent people. Opaque cubes are more protective of their minds. Glowing? You’re likely a positive person, who aims to raise the spirits of others. Made of granite? You’re likely protective and resilient.

The ladder represents your friends:
Are your friends leaning on the cube? Your friends depend on you, and are close. Is the ladder frail, or robust? Tall or short? Does it lead inside the cube? Or is it cast to one side, lying unloved on the sand? By now you should be able to draw your own conclusions.

The horse represents your dream partner:
The type of horse reveals a lot about what you yearn for in a partner. Is your horse nuzzling your cube affectionately, or taking a bite out of it? Is it far from your cube, or walking away? This can represent a current partner, or an inspirational one, but the results are often a mix of touching and hilarious.

The flowers represent children:
The number of flowers relates to how many you imagine having. The colour and vitality of the flowers can speak to their health and presumed prosperity.

The placement:
Particularly in relation to the cube, can reveal interesting relations; "I met one woman whose horse was eating their flowers.” - w h a t?!

Finally, the storm represents threat:
This speaks to the current state of the person, and how they perceive risk in their life. Some may see a distant storm, on the lip of the horizon, fading from sight. Others may view themselves in the midst of a thunderous apocalypse, hailstones the size of tennis balls pelting their fragile cube and horse. Chances are those people have some immediate trauma in their life.”

Too caught up.

Recently, i've been obsessed with anime, yes anime, and really hot anime guys disney movies. All dreamy with lots of romance, humor and what's not ever gonna happen even in a thousand years of my life. But hey, one can only dream right :D 

& I don't care if you think that sounds retard or whatsoever. Call me otaku because i think i am lol. All in all, it's all fun...escaping from reality after a long day at work. i can watch anime aaaalll daaay loooong. 

Anyway I felt reallly bad for not keeping to my own promise of blogging. Seemed ages that i have last updated this space. I gotta remember that i want to keep writing down all the good things that happened in my life so i won't forget them in years to come! 

Jahhh, okay now..

Recent events:
1) MONTIGO
2) PICNIC
3) F1 PIT FLEA
4) PENNY BOARD
5) ZP'S BIRTHDAY
6) SHOW LUO'S CONCERT
7) LINE EVENT
8) MOM'S BIRTHDAY
9) BEST KBBQ BUFFET. YET
10) NEW OFFICE RULES

Hurrrr, remind me again on when or where do I start :/ 

Current anime: Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun

I'm no expert, but I think people mope when their expectations are too high. It's tiring when you always have to overachieve. Don't over do it. Just work on achieving what you can. - Yoshida Haru

It’s waste of time to bother with anything uncertain. - Mizutani Shizuku

Word.Word.Word.

Differences

HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY

1. Feed him
2. Sleep with him
3. Leave him with peace
4. Don't check his phone (Msgs)
5. Don't bother him with his movements
So whats so hard about that?

HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN HAPPY

It's really not too difficult but.... To make a woman happy, a man only needs to be:

1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a plumber
10. a mechanic
11. a carpenter
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
44. give her compliments regularly
45. Go shopping with her
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
50. give her lots of attention
51. give her lots of time,
especially time for herself
52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes.

BUT MOST OF ALL IT IS VERY IMPORTANT
53. never forget
*birthdays
*anniversaries
*valentine
*arrangements she makes.

It's funny, but it's true.

FTISLAND!

FTISLAND IS BACK AGAIN AFTER 2 YEARS.

Sadly, I'll be giving it a miss because of Joell's special 21th birthday.

Mehhhh, still kinda bummed I wasn't able to make it.

 シアワセオリー

2014 I'M READY FOR YOU

I've been watching versions of Itazura na kiss for the past few days and really, the Taiwan version is still wayyyyyyyyy better than the Korean version, but then again there's Kim Hyung Joon so I'm not going to complain. 

New year resolution for 2014 would be to travel to 2 countries, get an awesome desktop for gaming, take up a diploma course in HR, continue to push through my current mundane office job and maintain from buying useless stuff Lol :@

Also this year, I want to be able to not look so far into the future and just enjoy life every single day. Why wait to be happy when being happy can be is your choice? why let unhappiness affect you, when you can choose not to be? 

"Don't wait for the future to be happy, be happy now. Because now is the only moment that truly exists." Time to stop judging, comparing, criticizing, complaining and gossiping. Accept the fact that not everyone will agree with you, and if you don't have anything better to say, just don't say anything at all. Gotta learn how to enjoy life & make the best with everything I have. Live life grateful for how you are now. 

Like one of my favorite YouTuber said, even if you had a tough year- lessons are blessings too. Truth is life will throw all sorts of things at you. Learn to see the light in everything.

Best of 2013, 1st solo trip to Bangkok with awesome travel buddies!!! We didn't really know one another at first, but I felt that this trip really brought us together and I'm thankful for every single one of them that made this trip memorable.

I also came to understand why it is so important to go choose the right people to go traveling with. It's not the where you go but whom you go with that makes a huge difference. But man, it's so hard to find a steady friend these days.

Last day of 2013 well spent.

Finally got to see fireworks close up, it's amazing. & Thinking back, 2013's a great year. There might be some ups and downs, but it all comes down to what you choose to remember. So remember the happy stuff and let 2013 be a great year for you.

angelseah welcomes' 2014.

Signing off-