My love life's a mess #1

I'm bad at love. Romance stories and playing otome love games are cool but when comes to own love life, it's a mess. 

Christmas presents arrived early this year and I received Haikyuu!! Tsukishima's Nendoroid (not cheap) from two different guys, one a friend whom I've know for years ( and the other, an ex. Thoughts like "is this an obligation gift or his declaration of love?", "Should I ask? Can I accept it? What should I do if it's a declaration of love? Please be an obligation gift." Ugh, why does things like this always happen to me. 

I'm a bundle of nerves when rejecting someone, I can't handle an awkward social situation well at all and maybe it's the anxiety or tension, my head hurts like mad after that. Stuffs like this stresses me out af. It's difficult for me to speak the truth when I know it's going to hurt the other party, and saying "i'm just not psychically attracted to you and I'm not exactly feeling it you know?" is not easy for me.

Either way, I always feel emotionally shitty, guilty and terrible sorry after, so I'd appreciate that he would take a hint and don't ask the d-question at all.

Warning: DO NOT put your hand on my thigh (or anywhere else below my shoulders) ever again during a movie. Unless you are my boyfriend, you're invading my comfort zone.

♡ Voltage Inc. ♡

The land of hot men in suits, ties and everything nice ♡

Been playing Voltage's games for a long time since 2013(?) Only a few friends know that I have a private folder in my phone dedicated solely otome games and thinking back, i used to hide these games because I was positive that people would totally judge me for it Lol. While Yan Chin calls it the 'hentai folder', Chanel just thought I was crazy to spend all my money on a game. ◔̯◔

AND FINALLY (after so long!!) Chanel gave my awesome men the game a try and her first story which was Eisuke from Kissed by the Baddest Bidder got her seriously obsessed with the game!! (heehee) She start playing every single story I bought and even raged at me when I didn't buy the guy she liked. Pfffhhh (งಠ_ಠ)ง .....

Yan Chin also started playing voltage recently and her first story was Miyabi from Enchanted in the Moonlight (wooooo!) because I know she LOVES her foxes. (like Tomoe from Kamisama Kiss / Ahri in League) Yeah. I mean, just look at this guy's /fox/ayakashi (doesn't matter) hotness!!

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(WELCOME TO MY VOLTAGE FANDOM GIRLS :D)

Yan Chin says I play too much otome games that's why my expectations of guys are so ridiculously high. Butttt buttt!! I like the guys in such games because they are all old-fashioned-gentlemen! and Chivalry in men is a very attractive thing indeed (●♡∀♡) They love hard and you can definitely feel their sincerity through your phone lol. On top of that, they are also consistent in showing their love. One thing this game thought me was that consistency is really important in a relationship and it keeps the fire burning. Consistency to me means I like you enough to keep trying, to create a lasting bond, to be part of your daily routine, to know that you're always here for me and I can always count on you. I'd like a love that I can justify without any uncertainty or having to doubt that love even once...

I need consistency.

To know that they love you and you can count on their love.

To fall in love with a person a little more each day.

I don't wanna feel that 'dead-end-relationship' feeling anymore.

I know my kind of love is unrealistic but I don't want to settle for anything less.

It's unfair to the other party if I can't to give all of my heart in a relationship. 

Because it's all or never. To give my 1000% maji love (anime pun hahaha) 

Goodnight!!

Anime Festival Asia 2016

Anime Festival Asia 2016!!! 

Gosh it was jam-packed-like-sardines-up-to-the-rafters-brimful of people. I had no place to walk, let alone shop in peace. That aside I didn't buy anything in the end because almost everything has to do with.... Yuri on Ice. (￣д￣) Really? I like Yuri on Ice too but where's the hell is my HAIKYUU. Is it not worth the hype?! 

┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻

Tbh, AFA 2016 didn't meet my expectations and I think I might have preferred last year's one more. Maybe it's because I bought lots of loots last year and none this time. There were so many Nendoroids on sale but Tsukishima was no where to be found. Tch. And every friggin' booth I wanted to buy anime tees from, sells. the. same. thing. Gehhh, It feels wrong to attend AFA without burning a hole in your pocket you know. I was prepared to let my wallet get raped but... there's nothing to buy. Sigh, I tried.

SAO's booth was helluva awesome though, got a chance to "be" Asuna locked up in her giant birdcage in Alfheim without my Kirito. We also went for SAO's main stage show and got to hear Kirito's and Yui's seiyuu voice-act an actual script on stage!! Kirito's voice was sexy af. Yui's voice was just too cute! She kept saying "papa" to Kirito and there was this fucking annoying fanboy who kept squealing "Yui sooooo cuteeeee!! soooo cuteeeeee omg soooo cuteeeee" throughout the entire show. He can even be heard in Yan Chin's instavids too (Like what the flying fuck. We know her voice sounds cute so you can shut up now!!!) Ugh. I wanted to chloroform him so bad. 

Watched SAO - Ordinal Scale's movie trailer during their main stage and the nostalgia hits me like a whisking bullet train of feels... it legit gave me goosebumps and now I'm super excited for it's movie release next year! Sword art online's soundtrack is in a class by itself and great movies always has even greater soundtracks.

Yan Chin and I won a draw and got our faces drawn as a manga character. I don't think this look like me though? Well at least the outfit, hair and hidden necklace looks the same. Re-playing mystic messenger to unlock the other endings and this is the perfect display pic for the game!! Used my current make-up editor app and made it more realistic, so now I match the characters Lol. #creepygamer #team707 #teamjumin

Played Ichiban Kuji for the first time today and won a Lapras Sleeping Bag Pikachu Plush from their latest Pikachu Nebukuro Collection!! I was gunning for their smaller prize though (｡•́︿•̀｡), a Charizard Sleeping Bag Pikachu keychain plush!! It's cute. I'd totally carry it around. Sold my Lapras to Yong Kiat in the end since I already have 2 Pikachu plushies taking up space on my small bed and Nana already promised me a Snorlax Nebukuro Pikachu when her Pokemon event ends. #fingerscrossedhopetogetit!

Managed to get a selfie with Yingtze. She's tall, pretty and friendly.

and She's a Gemini like me :D 

I'm getting too happy with just a picture.

Lolol

To me this year's afa felt like a mad rush and we missed out several showtimes and schedule events due to lack of time. Met Kaname, Stayxxxx, Mon and Reika but didn't get to see Baozi x Hana (sad) Might consider attending AFA for 2 days next year!

Till then ❤

❤ FTISLAND ❤

 

FTISLAND IS FINALLY COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE ! 

 AND OBVIOUSLY, CHANEL, LIYING & ARE GOING ! 

*Throws confetti* 

Thanks to 5tisland we managed to preorder our vip tickets in advance without having to wrestle the horde and stress over getting our vip tickets. Ftisland's tickets are getting pricier year, it was less than $200.00 back in 2012 and $150.00 in 2010˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧º·˚ 

Can't remember the last time we went for their concert because seeing them in real life felt like it happened a really long time ago (when we were all still studying). Looked though our past pictures & oh god we looked so young. Now I feel kinda old. 

*Time for a stroll down memory lane* 

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First ever meeting with ftisland back in 2010 at IMM ❤ 
Main point: Hongki with his Jeremy-blonde hair.

 

Then again on Kpop Night 2010 ! ❤  2010 was such a great year for kpop fans.

Ermahgerd i look gross. Liying also looks so much better now, 
#noblackhair #lesseraneard 

FTISLAND's PLAY Concert 2012 at EXPO. Best.venue.eve (because I stay at Pasir Ris). Lugged home this kapaline poster after their fansign at City Square Mall and I still have it up till now. Had to miss FTHX 2014 because it fell on Joell's 21st birthday but Chanel and I went for Hongki's proposal fanmeet few months later and brought back another poster home. Technically Chanel was the one who took it down from the poster stand #likeaboss!! That's why she's my bestie. Hehh.

 #Hashtag 
But that's what (best)friends are for ❤

 

Hope to get THE TRUTH's poster board next year.

(Or beg chanel to help me take again) 
I will keep it well! Promise!!

Goodbye goodbye.
#fti pun intended

LIVING IT

I'm getting too comfortable living in my own 2D world. Apart from work and gym, I've been at home all day watching anime the past few weeks and to be honest, its the best time of my life. When I'm home watching anime, my world changes...like I'm completely drawn into it and I feel so comfortable being alone and that I don't need anything else. Does it sound crazy that I feel so peaceful being alone? Don't need for social life, friends or drama... & the thing is, I'm loving it a little too much. That feeling of my existence, heart and soul living in my own world.

Do you know? HAIKYUU SEASON 3 IS FINALLY HERE. 

Kinda regret not waiting for all episodes to be out before watching but I can't stop myself from watching it ﾍ(;´Д｀ﾍ) 
The feels from season one and two all came back. Not good for my heart.

Found out that B-Project Kodou Ambitious was written by the creators of Uta no Prince-sama, 
another music anime that I really liked. 
Gorgeous looking guys aside their music is quite addictive.

Yuri!!! on Ice caught my eye when browsing the recent new anime list. Recently I've been into sports anime after completing Season 2 of Baby Steps and I don't know if this is a bit 'Yaoi' for me but their figure skating choreography, music and animation absolutely beautiful. 

Gakusen Toshi Asterisk 

Gonna watch this too. Stopped midway and totally forgotten about it...

Signing off, angelseah

JUST WANNAB SLIM

Trying out this slimming pill called "Malia Mellia XXS" from Malaysia because it has a crazy amount of successful slimming reviews and I'm a sucker for reviews. (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

Notes:

Day 1
Side effects similar to Duromine, not sure whether i like it or not. 
Panbesy would be a better alternative but it's so difficult to get it in Singapore.
Results: Curbs hunger really well (i'm shocked!)
Side effects: Giddy, drowsy, body feels warm, extremely thirsty. 

Day 2

*Reminder: Eat breakfast before taking pills!
Breakfast helped reduced the side effects plenty. 
Felt so full after only half of my usual meal.
Additional Results: Stopped snack cravings
Side effects: Still thirsty, slightly lightheaded, constipation

Day 3
Getting used to the pills, started to get hungry by dinner time. 
Didn't eat much although I felt hungry (ate half of usual portion)
Side effects: Increased perspiration at night, heart palpitations

Day 30
Lost 5kgs! Less thirsty, no more obvious side effects.
*Reminder: Do not take pills when going to gym. 
Gym side effects: Giddy, increased heart rate and perspiration!! Felt faint D:
(Maybe it's caused by dehydration and lack of food)

Updates: Going for the 2nd bottle...at least till I reach my ideal weight (50-53kg @165cm!) Going to be a bridesmaid for my girlfriend's wedding and honestly, all my close girlfriends are taller (&thinner) than I am.  

LOSE WEIGHTTTT Yoshhhhhhhh! FighttOHHHHH!

angelseahx3,

signing off~

TATTOO ONE OR TWO....

I've decided on my first ink !! Chanel and I'll be getting the same #bfftattoos ! 
Still contemplating whether I should get it colored or not (?) 
Coloured tatts looks really pretty tho... ugh, I need suggestions!

❤ Some other tatts that i'm gonna get ❤

Fly.

After all this time? Always. 
#harrypoterfanforever

UPDATES / ~

At work right now and there's 30 minutes left till 6 pm... which means that work is ending soon. Today feels like a really reaaaallly unproductive day for me because its Monday & I'm having a serious case of Monday blues. Didn't get enough rest during the weekends because i went rock climbing on saturday and on gym on sunday. I need my daily dose of coffee...ohgoddd.

Signed up for Celebity Fittness gym over a month ago with chanel & winson and I've been (almost) consistent about going every alternate day. Weight still ain't going down and its stuck at 57kg so quite awhile...aiming for 53kg by December but I'm not sure if i can or not. My PT says diet plays a big part in a slimming process but i'm still eating unhealthy and snacking every single day ԅ(¯﹃¯ԅ) Like having the feelz for kbbq now even though i'm feeling quite full. Gotta get more panbesy pills but yan chin doesn't want to help me get them. Meh~

Next updates!!
Bff tattoos! I think i'm finally gonna get one! 
Can't wait

Till then~

1ST ROCK CLIMBING

Rock climbed for the first time ever and boy it wasn't easy.

Climb Central

#B1-01 Kallang Wave Mall

1 Stadium Place

Singapore 397628

Our initial plan was to reach Stadium at 2pm, get a quick bite & head to climb central. But of course it didn't happen because we're 'always late' & i don't even know how √(￣‥￣√ Supposed to meet Liying at 1pm but we met at around 2pm instead at Pasir Ris, not even close to Stadium (FOLs). Alex was late too so i don't feel too bad for being late now (I think he expected us to be late anyway). Hahaha

Rock climbing is actually loads of fun but my arms are weak as hell and max i could climb was half a wall. Highly motivated to train arms in gym now. Also the auto belay climbing wall petrifies me. It's so nerve-racking to trust this 'device' to bring you down to safety, how can one jump off a wall just like that?! It's flippin' high & it doesn't bring you down slowly and steadily but a sudden initial drop first THEN slow down. Like what the hell?! I DON'T WANNA JUMP (ﾉꐦ ๑´Д`๑)ﾉ彡┻━┻

Liying kept laughing because apparently she saw me close my eyes and 'praying' to myself on the wall. Obviously I was prepping myself to jump with my eyes closed but it's still too scary! Imagine being stuck on a wall & you can't come down & the only way down is to just fall. Yep. That fear is justifiable. Just thinking about it right now scares me. But I'd like to try it again next time. (I think) 

Wallet damaged: $22 (Entrance fee) + $10 (1st time registration fee), no time limit.

Signing off~

POKEMON GO | ADIDAS

The hype is real in Singapore guys. Legit.

So PokemonGO finally launched itself in Singapore 3 days ago and the amount of Pokemon trainers is astounding! I've never seen DowntownEast packed with so many people before on a normal day. I don't understand how so many people has the time and energy to go around catching Pokemon in this hot and humid weather. The only time I see Singaporeans this united is during LKY passing and now PokemonGO is bringing this 'united as one spirit' back again lol. I've downloaded the spoof version and i don't even have the time to play it!! I'm a failed spoofer tbh (๑ᵕ⌓ᵕ̤)

Oh and NEW SHOES! Contemplating on which to get first & I hate decision making!! Gahh, never ask a gemini to decide on something.

UPDATES / ~

It's been almost a month since my last blog post, & within just a month so many things happened.. I just don't know where to start. 

Currently chasing this drama 'Doctors' that Chanel strongly recommended and it's SO GOOD! D; D; I can already hear Chanel's 'I TOLD YOU SO' (bc I don't watch the dramas she introduce like 90% of the time and i'm finally watching 1 of it) °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° Hehhh & I heart me some cringe worthy love by Kim Rae Won and Park Shin Hye! Shin hye is just too pretty! How come she never gets old?! I prefer watching the younger doctor instead of the main lead though, he is so cute & awkward, just watching him act is hilarious. Next drama: Scarlet Heart. It's like a reversed harem, IU is so lucky!! IU is bae.

Overwatch is also now a thing of the past :( Sadly, Yan chin has somehow 'quit' gaming and I have no more OW friends to play with now. I mean, I know she wouldn't mind me playing with her other friends but honestly i just don't want to play ow without her and without her it just feels different. But right now it's difficult to game with her without her getting into an argument with yong kiat for god knows what reasons that just cannot be solved. I guess it's better to not game so much if there's going to be constant big quarrels that may hurt their relationship.... or.... maybe i'll just try my luck and ask her to play once in awhile if she's in the mood :D

Been shopping a lot at ezbuy these days and a lot is an understatement. Alex says we're just looking for things to buy rather than buying things we need hahaha, which is true. But to my defense it is because we paid for the 1 month prime trial and it's gonna end soon :< Their shipping fee is atrociously cheap with prime at only $2.99 per shipping fee! Bought around 40+ items and paid only $2.99 for it's shipping. Crazy or not. Tell me about it. & Shopping makes me happy. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL NG LI YING ! 

Wishing you lots and lots of good luck, wealth and happiness for every single day. I hope to celebrate a thousand more birthdays with you forever till our next life and life after next. You will always be my best friend and even though there are times when we have disagreements, just remember i'll be there for you anytime when you need me. Love you loads and stay pretty 💝

TRAVEL PLANS

Dearest blogspot,

It's the last day of June and what's left is the remaining half of 2016. 

Do you think that time goes by so fast as we get older or is it only me? 
& After this month of traveling, I've got no travel plans to look forward to anymore.
My mundane life will go back to solely revolving around work and games. sighhh
I've so many places i haven't explored & so many things I've yet to do. 

If only i'm rich and society isn't all about studying & having a full-time job.

:( :( :(

Updates! Had so much fun for my 24th birthday this year because i flew to 2 places in a month! Traveling has been so much fun. It's funny how i can stare at the clouds, the sea, the land and stars from inside of a plane for hours and not get tired of it. Hoping to go Taiwan, Japan & Korea next, Yan chin says that she wants to go Taiwan when she graduates next year! She always gets my hopes up but the plan seldom happens :( It's been almost 3 years since the last time we traveled together and i'm totally looking forward to it ❤❤❤ 

I'm gonna leave the romantic places like Paris, Greece, Venice, Maldives with my boyfriend next time. I want to look at sunsets together (even if it means waiting hours for it), take scenic train rides and have deep meaningful conversations, glamping under the northern lights, long strolls on the beach, road trips on the passenger seat with my feet on the dashboard and music blasting in the car, bbq under the stars... #RealationshipGoals #imdreaming #readtoomanyshojomanga

Time for some overwatch! Adieu~

PENANG

Penang trip peeks! Penang trip was surprisingly way better than i've expected. Their durian farm is absolutely delicious. I swear i have never eaten such a sweet-milky with a tinge of bitter durian in my entire life! Better than mao shan wang honest. Just thinking about it makes my mouth water. Nomz ❤ And when in Penang, do as the penangites do, which is to try all their local food !! Everything is friggin cheap i can't even.... 

Their char kuay teow is da bomb, it's not oily, not dry, but moist and flavorful! Didn't really like their 'orh jian' because it just tastes like fried omelette with small cockles. Their penang laksa was alright (just that it has one to many veggies. which is a hassle for me to eat it well (｡•́︿•̀｡) Yong taufu was a 6/10, not bad but not that great either (because no soup whut), their sauce is good tho. But what i loved most was their street stall selling this ice milk japanese green tea (like GTkitkat /frappe) in a humongous cup!!! They have other lattes and juices as well but i didn't tried it. Can't resist ordering the GT one every single time fml. Whoever thought of this awesome shit, i love you. Lol

And albeit the cheap and delicious food at Penang, the scenery there is a sight to behold. My favorite is a restaurant/bar at the peak of a mountain. The view up there was just breathtaking!! The air feels fresh, weather cool like in an air-con room, sun shinning behind the clouds... It felt so surreal. Like it made all my problems fade away. At that moment, i wished i had someone next to me to share this view with tho. Wehh.

Oh well, i had fun and that's all it matters. 

Au Revoir~ Goodbye

U-KISS(유키스) 케빈의 하루

HONG KONG

Hong Kong pictures! Sinful street-side food, non-stop eating, shopping and photo taking. Booked our hotel and flight at approx. $500 SGD in total for 4 days 3 nights, considering that we stayed in a 5★ hotel (Royal Plaza) connected to a huge shopping mall, 5 mins walk to the mtr, and cathay pacific airline with food & baggage space provided ❤ Bought so many things especially skincare, masks and cosmetics because it's so damn cheap idek...

& I also want to thank everyone who went Hong Kong. Thank you for spending my birthday there with me. Thank you for the surprise cake and celebration (even though things did not go as planned) but to me, the best actor/actress award goes to all of you! i didn't even notice or suspect anything. honest! Last but not least, thank you for all the presents, i promise to use them well! 

I'm grateful to everyone who came, because it's not about the places we went, or the food we ate, or the pictures we took. It is whom we spent it with, what made it worth remembering. 

" A journey is best measured in friends, rather than miles." - Tim Cahill

Love ya'll !

Gemini Contradictions

It's funny how sometimes the ones that disappoint you the most are the ones that you least expect. Call me stupid to raise my hopes up thinking that everyone is steady enough to follow through the initial itinerary, only to find out the change of plans nearer to date. Not to mention naive to think that everyone's 'anything you plan & i'll just follow"' is true. Why can't i find that steady friend who doesn't change plans after saying yes? I feel like a hypocrite because on one hand i'm that friend who says it's fine to go ahead to do what you like if the plans aren't what you want. But on the other hand, i can't help but hope for a little in return... Oh, what am i even saying, who would? Like every man for himself, why would anyone sacrifice their happiness for another? It's the truth of society these days.

Ugh, gotta stop being childish and contradicting. I do it willingly and technically nobody forced me. Angel, remember, don't give and expect something in return. I subconsciously think for others first anyway. I don't know myself sometimes.

You're just being upset for nothing.
& Disneyland is love.

SALT & LEMON CANDY

Current in love with this sweet!

SALT & LEMON CANDY.

Freaking. SALT.

Must not forget about this candy.

Ever. Yumz.

Big shout out to that uber driver that fetched me to whitesands after work, because without him, i wouldn't have found out about this mind boggling candy. Up till now, i still don't know how to describe it's taste. It's awesome. Bought 3 big packs, and surprisingly it's not expensive at all.

W O R T H   I T.
Cya

Foolish no more

Don't chase after someone who doesn't want to be chased. If they want to be there, they will be. And if they treasure you, their actions will show. Don't settle for anything less. You deserve someone who knows how to make things up to you after hurting you. Not someone who is good with just the word, "sorry". You deserve the best.

-to myself.

YOU'RE NOT SORRY

Finally back to being single again. Maybe i still do love him, but then again, it's exhausting having recurring arguments almost once every few days about the same old issues and promising that he'll change every single time. I am truly an idiot to believe that maybe a leopard is able to change it's spots. Who am i kidding. I've never been this furious my entire life. 

"you're raging on your own, i'm just looking." 

"You're making yourself angry. Not me." 

Saying this when i'm already mad?

Really. An utter disappointment.

You win. Hands down.

Met up with chanel today for dinner since winson is overseas at the moment and talked about the rom issue & at during then, i concluded this: 

What one person deduce is the "best" way of solving a situation, might not correspond to what the other party might hold true. Everyone has a different approach of handling situations and what might be right for them, might not be suitable for others. Example, I'd prefer an indirect confrontation while others like solving it face to face. Therefore, maybe, just maybe, what caused the dispute wasn't the confrontation but by how people handles problems differently what made the problem, become a bigger problem. Does this sound right? Some might disagree but idk, don't make something so insignificant complex. The more you think about the issue, the more it misleads you. Let bygones be bygones, we'd all be happier this way. 

Goodnight.

SWIMMING

Suddenly felt the urge to go back swimming and today. Bought a standard old school 1 piece 'japanese anime school girl' swimsuit in black and my special goggles with degree and finally used my condominium's swimming pool that I've rarely used ever since i completed my gold star at p4.

Forgotten how much i loved swimming and I remembered i used to swim so many laps and not get tired but now 2 laps and i'm already out of breath. Ugh, and now my arm and armpits are so sore now since i kept swimming freestyle. Winson said 'last time we are like fishes that has gills and now we are like fishes that don't know whether we want to breathe using our nose or our mouth.' Hahahahaha. Damn true tho, water keeps going into my nose and i feel like sucha noob. I think we need more practice, I would like to swim at least 10 laps free without stopping. 

Chanel wants to go for Pilates and Goga classes too, encouraged her to go celebrity fitness because i'm definitely up for it! Totally miss their zumba, yin yoga and kick boxing classes! But.... It's a little bit pricey if we're gonna go for just a few classes a week though. 

Joke of the day #1

Whatsapp: YoloParty

Topic: Toilet papers

Alex: Liying seriously is the only one using my toilet paper sia

Liying: If my house all boys can save ALOT ON TOILET PAPER

Liying: Save on pad too, pad damn expensive.

Me: But........ Boys also use a lot of tissue paper right *smirk emoji*

Me: If u get what i mean *HAHAHAHA*

Alex: Hahahahaha! 

Alex: ANGELSEAH

Liying:  I don't get ittttttt! 

Chanel: They use more tissue than toilet paper. Irony

HAHAHAHAHAH. Up till now, Liying still don't get it!! HAHAHAHA

Goodnight!!

After School Voltage Inc

"Believing in yourself is worth more than anything someone else can say" - Shinichi

Came across this line when playing "After School", an otome game produced by Voltage Inc.  All their romance/love stories are awesome and their 2D guys are majorly handsome, tall, sweet, caring and mature.... like every girl's dream (♥ω♥*) I spent soooooo much on their stories and it's money well spent! Gahhhhhhh.. Voltage is killing meeeeee!! I'm drowning in so much love & romance just from their love stories.. my heart can't take it!!! & I think i kinda have a hidden obsession for guys who look good in glasses! D; 

Heheh byebye~

CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND

GOOD FRIDAY

1. Beverly Wilshire Medical

Going beverly wilshire medical (the one xiaxue went) for consultation tomorrow regarding my DES (double eyelid surgery) and honesty right now i'm kinda unsure about whether i want to have my eyelids done there or not. I have been doing tons and tons of research the past few days with regard to plastic surgery clinics focusing mainly on double eyelids in Singapore /Malaysia /Taiwan /Korea and it's so difficult to decide on where is better for me!! @_@ Mainly because I am quite particular about the price/ reliability/ experience/ service/ reviews & blogger/advertorials will have to correspond with forum comments from 'the general public' (common people that paid for their surgery themselves), everything has to has supporting documents/information in order for me to be absolutely certain that i will not regret my decision!! (I know it's only a minor double eyelid surgery but i feel that if i cut corners on this, i will regret it for sure if anything goes wrong tho...)

2. Understanding from Research

Firstly, DES in Singapore ranges from $3k-$5k depending on the type of DES you want to do, which is pretty expensive to me to some extent compared to other countries. Taiwan and Malaysia costs around $1k-2k for incision and cheaper for non incision methods.

Secondly, I feel that Korea's way for DES is much more advance and natural and almost 90% of the people in Korea has had their eyes done. However, there are also a great deal of botched jobs done in even some famous clinics in Korea and they charge a really high price for non-locals :( (I'd recommend reading up on comments and the personal experiences of others here: http://forum.purseblog.com/asian-plastic-surgery-and-cosmetic-procedures/ before deciding the clinic in Korea because some of it really shocked me!!!)

I am not going to list the names of all the clinics because there are just too many but banobagi, currently one of the popular ones among the social media, has lots of mixed reviews, or maybe some patients are just damn unlucky or their doctor didn't like their face lol. Initially I was quite impressed by xiaxue's eyelid surgery at bwm but there are just too little reviews online and next to zero reviews on DES! There are also some comments going around saying bwm has many death cases for their liposuction surgeries and that complains and deaths are all hidden from the media as they are backed by malaysian government. Hmmmm...tskidk...

3. Time and Costs

Singapore and Malaysia is considerably cheaper in terms of not having to spend extra for plane tickets overseas. I don't know if I can take leave for so long too and i'm actually planning to use my annual leaves for other occasions :( If it's at bwm, i only have to take 2-3 days leave max and i'd be able to go back for a checkup anytime. But i'm scared my eyes wouldn't turn out like what i want.. Ohgod i can't decide. 

Anyways, i'll meet up with dr. cheah soon and see how it is! He looks like a fatherly/grandpa figure in his pictures. Lol. Wish me luck!!!! If i decide to have my des done there, right now i'd say it's a 70% chance... i'll update about it if i can (or if im not so lazy haha) 

All in all, i guess every surgery has it's risks. It all lies with the trust between your doctor and youself. I'll guess i'll just believe in my doctor 100% that things will work out well!! It's all or never! 

Bye~

NEW BEGINNING

The long awaited CNY holidays has finally arrived!!!

Going to batam tomorrow with the bunch of same old people and i'm starting to regret going overseas right before cny.... I'm having this ominous feeling that if i'm the first to reach, i'll end up helping everyone collect their boarding passes and wait aimlessly. OR someone else will be late and I'll end up late too waiting for them because we are just... #foreverlate. (sad yes, but true hahaha) Originally, i wanted to just go batam for a 1 day trip, eat some A&W, shop for a pair of sunglasses or shoes, play cheap ass arcade all day and buy my yummy butter kueh lapis...But the rest wanted to 'chill and relax' at a resort so we changed this batam trip to 2 days 1 night instead. Gahhhhhhh I feel so rushed for cny (っ- ‸ – ς) Alright, let's just hope something magical happens and all these things that I predicted didn't happen and everyone (including me) miraculously arrives early.

Side note, I'm finally starting on a blogshop with Chanel, selling random useless stuff that we like. We are looking to launch our site by (hopefully) end of June. i hope we won't get lazy after awhile and stop updating the shop tho. Stay tuned! 

Justin Bieber - 'Love Yourself' (Jingle Bell Ball 2015)