Inadequate

It is complicated to be me sometimes, an act to make people happy when another is living a lie.

Feeling more & more tired everyday,
can't feel veracity in the words you say.
Conversation is tough compared to the past,
the difference we have is worlds apart.

Same old same old,

Cheers.

BEAUTY IN THE EYES

I have been thinking long & hard that I would like to get my double eye lids done next year in Korea. Asking myself am I being too greedy to want this much? Everyone says my single-eye lids are nice because they are big enough. But I am only asian Lol.

Set my mind to it for awhile now, 50% yes maybe? I don't know... What if I regret?

Listen to your own voice, your own soul. 
Too many people listen to the noise of the world, 
only to end up forgetting themselves.

21st Resolution: 

Tattoo!!!!

Yay, Nay?

Officially Sick

Sometimes i ask myself why do i torture myself like this by eating KFC when I know that i am unwell, only to end up with a sore throat, cough, runny nose, blocked nose & headache. But it's only healthy to be sick once in a while because, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Drayden the smiley baby <3

He's adorable, a gemini too.
 Just like me!

:D :D :D

Thank you,
for clearing my doubts. 
Didn't regret leaving you

 congratulations, you really are an asshole. 

& I'm truly glad I left.

post with a million meanings

A voice at the back of my head is telling me that i am not ready, but how do i handle this? I ask myself every single day, but this question is truly a tough question to answer because it entails looking at myself, my beliefs, attitude & behavior in a honest way which is never easy. Really hate rushing into things, I need a few months on the sidelines to sort myself out. 

An act that i hate, is this all life's fate? 
Not now, but when will I fully recuperate? 
Oh dear, finding back myself won't be easy, 
sadly because I've already forgotten me.

Woes, 
Goodnight.