Wednesday 12 September 2012

Dilemma


How do i choose between someone who I've lost feelings for months ago only to wish that i can go back in time to search of those feelings back. While the other whom i cannot possibly give my faith to because of the words he wrote. Call me insecure but i don't want to feel like a substitute, afraid to make the wrong choice & only to see it happen again. 

Unfortunately, a decision like this isn't always as easy as flipping a coin. At the same time i brought this on myself & i deserve the pain and anguish that i brought upon.

Questions in my mind, can't say that i'm fine.
I know there has to be just one. 
I need an affirmation, an assurance.

I don’t know I just feel like I should stop thinking about it but I can’t. Maybe I’ve seen too many movies, you know, love at first sight. What do you think about love at first sight? You think you can love somebody just by looking at ‘em? But the thing is, man, I felt like I knew her. You know. You ever get that feeling? - Blue Valentine

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