maybe if i left, you'd realize how important am i

Yep. Useless & Disappointing 

Sick and tired waiting for you be to a better man. To be more initiative and mature. To know what you should and should not do. I really can't see my future with someone like you. Why do I feel like i'm the guy in the relationship, thinking for our future but not you? 

No money, fine. I'm willing to pay as long you let me know in advance. No work, fine. I sent you resume templates, proofread it, edited your resume and even sent them to companies for you. Then, I found a job opportunity for you but you just can't be bothered. Didn't even try to remember the position title and can even (almost) send to the wrong the email address when it's just a simple task. Used my money to pay for your bills, fine. Phone line still not reconnected after a month. Honestly, Singtel is just playing you because you are not firm enough to get things done. I would have got it done in 2 days max no questions asked honestly. Constantly at home but take ages to reply my message. Always using the computer for Dota and watching random YouTube videos, not doing anything productive. Don't even want to meet me with the excuse of no money (but the fact is you are just lazy) even when I say I can pay for the food and it doesn't have to be expensive. $2 chicken rice is alright too. I just want to spend time with you. But no. I have to literally force you to meet me. & you had to reply 'meet where, no excuses i show up where you want me to be.' what is no excuses? Do you have to reply like that? Do I need to have a legit reason to meet my boyfriend? It's not like i am asking to meet everyday no? & now you're ignoring me for getting angry. Ha. Forget it. Just stay home and rot for all I care. 

Sometimes I just feel there is no difference when i'm with or without you. I'm able live perfectly well without you, maybe even better. Happier. I don't get angry these days because I can't expect or hope for anything from you anymore. No money no career, you're 25 for god's sake. Not 12. & you're not even worried for yourself when I am the one worrying for you. Maybe your ego is too huge to apologize right away when i'm angry. Maybe you just like to make me angrier to a point where it's already pointless to say sorry. Is this relationship a joke to you? I'm on the verge of giving up. So many times. Used like a tool. I'm tired of spoon-feeding you, telling you step by step of how to make me happy, teaching you how to apologize.... i'm just sick and tired of caring and worrying for your future. Always thinking for your sake, going along with the things you like. (Like eating kfc or thai food when i'm sick even though my flu will get worse) For me, everything i think for you. To you, everything you say or do is about yourself. If I wanted something i'd have to ask you specifically. & Then again, i'm always asking what you wanted instead, always knowing and giving you what you like because i'd like you to be happy. & Right now, the problem is you still don't think that you did anything wrong, even when i told you the reason why i'm angry. I don't understand why i'm even giving you so many chances, 5 years, and you still don't know what to do to make me happy.  So now i'm gonna do what's best for me and set myself free.

"All relationships have one law. 

Never make the one you love feel alone, 

especially when you're there."

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