♡ Voltage Inc. ♡

The land of hot men in suits, ties and everything nice ♡

Been playing Voltage's games for a long time since 2013(?) Only a few friends know that I have a private folder in my phone dedicated solely otome games and thinking back, i used to hide these games because I was positive that people would totally judge me for it Lol. While Yan Chin calls it the 'hentai folder', Chanel just thought I was crazy to spend all my money on a game. ◔̯◔

AND FINALLY (after so long!!) Chanel gave my awesome men the game a try and her first story which was Eisuke from Kissed by the Baddest Bidder got her seriously obsessed with the game!! (heehee) She start playing every single story I bought and even raged at me when I didn't buy the guy she liked. Pfffhhh (งಠ_ಠ)ง .....

Yan Chin also started playing voltage recently and her first story was Miyabi from Enchanted in the Moonlight (wooooo!) because I know she LOVES her foxes. (like Tomoe from Kamisama Kiss / Ahri in League) Yeah. I mean, just look at this guy's /fox/ayakashi (doesn't matter) hotness!!

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(WELCOME TO MY VOLTAGE FANDOM GIRLS :D)

Yan Chin says I play too much otome games that's why my expectations of guys are so ridiculously high. Butttt buttt!! I like the guys in such games because they are all old-fashioned-gentlemen! and Chivalry in men is a very attractive thing indeed (●♡∀♡) They love hard and you can definitely feel their sincerity through your phone lol. On top of that, they are also consistent in showing their love. One thing this game thought me was that consistency is really important in a relationship and it keeps the fire burning. Consistency to me means I like you enough to keep trying, to create a lasting bond, to be part of your daily routine, to know that you're always here for me and I can always count on you. I'd like a love that I can justify without any uncertainty or having to doubt that love even once...

I need consistency.

To know that they love you and you can count on their love.

To fall in love with a person a little more each day.

I don't wanna feel that 'dead-end-relationship' feeling anymore.

I know my kind of love is unrealistic but I don't want to settle for anything less.

It's unfair to the other party if I can't to give all of my heart in a relationship. 

Because it's all or never. To give my 1000% maji love (anime pun hahaha) 

Goodnight!!

UPDATES / ~

At work right now and there's 30 minutes left till 6 pm... which means that work is ending soon. Today feels like a really reaaaallly unproductive day for me because its Monday & I'm having a serious case of Monday blues. Didn't get enough rest during the weekends because i went rock climbing on saturday and on gym on sunday. I need my daily dose of coffee...ohgoddd.

Signed up for Celebity Fittness gym over a month ago with chanel & winson and I've been (almost) consistent about going every alternate day. Weight still ain't going down and its stuck at 57kg so quite awhile...aiming for 53kg by December but I'm not sure if i can or not. My PT says diet plays a big part in a slimming process but i'm still eating unhealthy and snacking every single day ԅ(¯﹃¯ԅ) Like having the feelz for kbbq now even though i'm feeling quite full. Gotta get more panbesy pills but yan chin doesn't want to help me get them. Meh~

Next updates!!
Bff tattoos! I think i'm finally gonna get one! 
Can't wait

Till then~

UPDATES / ~

It's been almost a month since my last blog post, & within just a month so many things happened.. I just don't know where to start. 

Currently chasing this drama 'Doctors' that Chanel strongly recommended and it's SO GOOD! D; D; I can already hear Chanel's 'I TOLD YOU SO' (bc I don't watch the dramas she introduce like 90% of the time and i'm finally watching 1 of it) °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° Hehhh & I heart me some cringe worthy love by Kim Rae Won and Park Shin Hye! Shin hye is just too pretty! How come she never gets old?! I prefer watching the younger doctor instead of the main lead though, he is so cute & awkward, just watching him act is hilarious. Next drama: Scarlet Heart. It's like a reversed harem, IU is so lucky!! IU is bae.

Overwatch is also now a thing of the past :( Sadly, Yan chin has somehow 'quit' gaming and I have no more OW friends to play with now. I mean, I know she wouldn't mind me playing with her other friends but honestly i just don't want to play ow without her and without her it just feels different. But right now it's difficult to game with her without her getting into an argument with yong kiat for god knows what reasons that just cannot be solved. I guess it's better to not game so much if there's going to be constant big quarrels that may hurt their relationship.... or.... maybe i'll just try my luck and ask her to play once in awhile if she's in the mood :D

Been shopping a lot at ezbuy these days and a lot is an understatement. Alex says we're just looking for things to buy rather than buying things we need hahaha, which is true. But to my defense it is because we paid for the 1 month prime trial and it's gonna end soon :< Their shipping fee is atrociously cheap with prime at only $2.99 per shipping fee! Bought around 40+ items and paid only $2.99 for it's shipping. Crazy or not. Tell me about it. & Shopping makes me happy. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL NG LI YING ! 

Wishing you lots and lots of good luck, wealth and happiness for every single day. I hope to celebrate a thousand more birthdays with you forever till our next life and life after next. You will always be my best friend and even though there are times when we have disagreements, just remember i'll be there for you anytime when you need me. Love you loads and stay pretty 💝

Thoughts at the back of my mind...

Feels like I've been neglecting this blog for too long and honestly, I don't know what to blog about right now... Life has been neither here nor there, neither exciting nor interesting. Just an old mundane life of an adult. It's boring. Been working at Q's as an admin assistant for almost 4 months now, which means I passed my probation after the 3 month mark, but sadly my salary wasn't increased and I guess because i'm considered over paid for an admin assistant maybe. I also took my final paper last Friday and now I am F R E E from studying FOREVER!! Tho last paper just ended, i'm kinda worrying about whether i hit the passing mark for that paper or not. Oh god please wish me luck (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

& Wow, this year seems to pass so quickly, it's amazing how it's almost December and meaning, another year has gone by just like that. Many things happened, ups and downs are of course unavoidable, life isn't all rainbows and butterflies but what is important is how we accept it, learn, and let go. Enjoy everyday one step at a time, don't worry so much about the future and waste time on your present. Everything happens for a reason, to make it into positive or negativity, its our own choice. Appreciate the little moments in life and what you already have.

Side note, I am a little anxious myself seeing that things are going quite smoothly at work even though I have many things to do, but all not done yet and it's been dragging on for ages. I'm a tiny bit afraid that it's gonna be like 'calm before the storm' thingy. Even dreamed that got FIRED from work! What you think about in the day is what you dream about at night so they said. Sighhh

Random updates:

Taobao too much and now I am pretty much broke but i'm taking this opportunity to diet and just eat bread for lunch... talk about being positive :D l Going JB this Saturday with the most awesome-st people in my life l Envious about someone's love live right now! Where is my prince that sweet talk and acts like guys from animes T^T l Bought a laptop to play games with a 24 month installment plan thanks to Winson l Stressing on how to fill up my 20 pieces 32" heart shape balloons with helium and no one is helping l Wanted to play Tera today but talked with yan chin for 2 hours + and didn't got to play fml 

Nearing 2am, need to sleep. 

Goodnight xoxo.

EXCITED

YOISHHHA~! o(*≧□≦)o

HAIKYUU SEASON 2 IS OUT.

ASDNUIFASIODFJNASPAEXCITED

Updates:

1) It's almost the end of my 3 month probation working in Q's

2) My last semester's exam is in 2 weeks time & then....... GRADUATION!!!

3) Double eye lids by 2016 FAH REALLLL!

Till then.

2014 I'M READY FOR YOU

I've been watching versions of Itazura na kiss for the past few days and really, the Taiwan version is still wayyyyyyyyy better than the Korean version, but then again there's Kim Hyung Joon so I'm not going to complain. 

New year resolution for 2014 would be to travel to 2 countries, get an awesome desktop for gaming, take up a diploma course in HR, continue to push through my current mundane office job and maintain from buying useless stuff Lol :@

Also this year, I want to be able to not look so far into the future and just enjoy life every single day. Why wait to be happy when being happy can be is your choice? why let unhappiness affect you, when you can choose not to be? 

"Don't wait for the future to be happy, be happy now. Because now is the only moment that truly exists." Time to stop judging, comparing, criticizing, complaining and gossiping. Accept the fact that not everyone will agree with you, and if you don't have anything better to say, just don't say anything at all. Gotta learn how to enjoy life & make the best with everything I have. Live life grateful for how you are now. 

Like one of my favorite YouTuber said, even if you had a tough year- lessons are blessings too. Truth is life will throw all sorts of things at you. Learn to see the light in everything.

Best of 2013, 1st solo trip to Bangkok with awesome travel buddies!!! We didn't really know one another at first, but I felt that this trip really brought us together and I'm thankful for every single one of them that made this trip memorable.

I also came to understand why it is so important to go choose the right people to go traveling with. It's not the where you go but whom you go with that makes a huge difference. But man, it's so hard to find a steady friend these days.

Last day of 2013 well spent.

Finally got to see fireworks close up, it's amazing. & Thinking back, 2013's a great year. There might be some ups and downs, but it all comes down to what you choose to remember. So remember the happy stuff and let 2013 be a great year for you.

angelseah welcomes' 2014.

Signing off-