BIRTHDAY THOUGHTS

Soon to be nineteen. oh my god. Have you ever thought what will it be like few years down the road, where will you be? What will you be doing? Will you be rich, successful, popular, famous, maybe more mature? Or the exact opposite? Been thinking what do I want to buy or do by twenty. None of these are awe inspiring nor be a life changing experience. Maybe I'll wish for something greater on the 21st yes?

Long list of want-to-do/get

iPad2 white 32GB 3G + wifi | DSLR compact mini with beauty effects | Dr Marten's boots | Supra shoes | Skull candy or beat's headphones | Skull candy earpieces | Polaroid films|High waist shorts | Shopping money | Ticket to Korea | Recognized Degree | Full time job | Travel | Driving licence | USS | Volks Wagon Convertible | Hair dyed | Tattoo | Diet

Begging for a tattoo with most people disagreeing. So I've decided to get henna & try. Shall see shall weeee~

Somewhat Afraid

Do you feel that:

There’s always some truth behind every "Just kidding".
There's always some knowledge behind every "I don’t know".
There's always some emotion behind every "I don’t care".
There's always some pain behind every "I'm okay’.”

Congratulations to Chanel, you have finally graduated with a diploma. Seeing this made me think about 5 years ago, when we're all still in secondary school. & now we are at our next stage in life. Time sure flies by really quickly. But I'm glad we're still friends.

Time to sleep, Great Singapore Sale is now on & I have lots of jobs to do.
Busy, but worth it! Because I need the money T^T

Till then, 

angelseah, 

Signing off

LOVE4 TATTS

Don't be afraid and let's learn to be brave.

If my heart stop beating, what does it mean?

Does it mean that I'll stop caring?
Does it mean that I'll stop loving?
Does it mean that I'll have no more feelings?
Will I be missed if I'm dead?
Who will remember and who will forget?
Who will cry or erase me from memory?

Believe me or not, the world we're living in right now is fake.

Strangers, acquaintances, friends and family.

Will there be anyone whom you can give your heart to?

I'll keep the faith... Trust is a very conflicting thing.

So continue smiling and walk on.

TRUST ISSUES

Watching muttons at midnight, Clicknetwork's HOTSEAT! Major fan of clicknetwork.

Life is so frustrating, someone just shoot me in the head damn it. Conflicts. Issues. I don't want everyone to be stress or somewhat disappointed. Clarifying & knowing the truth will be best. We'll see who is speaking the truth at the very end. Trust is really an issue between friends. Asking myself why am I helping the people that don't even trust me. Really, everything comes down to communication.

& thing is, my headache is pissing me off.
How long will this last? It's passing on to a migraine.
Hot then cold. Felt like vomiting while asleep.
Not pleasant at all.

I hate being sick.

angelseah, signing off

DECISIONS

Weather has been pretty hot these days but it suddenly rain a bitch-ass thunder storm this afternoon. Which is LOVEEEEEE ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

I'm also annoyed at myself for giving me a massive headache because I've slept the entire day from 12am - 3am - 7am & 9am - 3pm, 6pm - 8pm. Sleep, then wake up, & going back to sleep again is not the right way to go. 

Now comes the killer headache along with shoulder aches and a slightly feverish forehead. Topped with aching arms and legs (idekw)

I'm like an old woman with rheumatism.
Goodness me.

Goodnight again, angelseah

TICKTHOUGHTS

Feeling down lately.
Mood swings and not knowing why.

Sometime people say stuff that hurts.
Even if it's not meant for you,
subconsciousness will tell you it is.
Making you feel, well,
worse then you already are.

Haha.
angelseah

NEVER SAY NEVER.

After watching Justin Bieber's Never say never, I've changed my take on him. (Not that my views of him before were bad!!) But it's funny how someone so young can already be so talented, is that what they call a genius? What was I doing when I'm at his age? This movie motivated me to work harder from now on and i should reflect on myself for giving up time and again.

QOTD:

"I hate it, when someone mentions the name of the person, 

I no longer wish to remember."