Unexpected Birthday Surprise #Part2

"It's nice when you meet up with an old friend, 

and see how much you've both grown..."

Went somewhere else for "round 2" with Kiat and Fong after Timbre. Thinking back the last time I went there was with Jon and Liying... it's like taking a trip down memory lane but this time it's just Jon, without Liying and I didn't know how to react at first while Jon just looked shocked I'm here. Lol

After all, it's been 2 years since we met and and I'm glad that we managed to talk a bit. He changed (in a good way), quite a lot in terms of how to dress up and his new career. Hearing him give up on love made me feel a little sad but to be honest...who am I to comment? I'm kinda the same way too. Just be happy, love will find it's way.

Met a friend of theirs that sings like he eats CD for breakfast!! And a Malaysian guy that speaks with a British accent LOL. He's the comedian of the party, I laughed till my face hurt. I apologize for forgetting their names, I am just so bad with names >-<

Fong and Kiat also improved in singing! They are so good now that I can't help but keep praising them because it. is. that. shocking.

Unexpected Birthday Surprise #Part1

 THANK YOU HARRIS, KIAT & FONG for the BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!! 

It was perfect, exactly how I liked it to be. Simple and helluva chill! 

It's the best.

They deserve a "Thank You Post" because the greatest gift you can give to someone is time, and when you dedicate your time, you are offering a part of your life that you will never get back...and I really appreciate that. 

Anyway, celebrating my birthday freaking 10 DAYS in advance(!?) is definitely the first for me. First time visiting Switch by Timbre too and it was packed with people all waiting for the band (To Much Drama) to start their next set. It's my first time hearing about them and Shu Kiat + Harris kept raving about Benjamin like legit fanboys I swear. LOL. I've never heard of TMD and Benjamin sorta caught my attention and I was staring at him the whole time because he was wearing glasses his vocal range was impressive.

Went to the washroom after the first set list ended and Harris, Kiat, Fong started singing Happy Birthday with a Chocolate Mille Crepe from Lady M! (omg I LOVE Lady M's crepes!) Yee Fong was singing EMBARRASSINGLY LOUD aka attracting a lot of unwanted attention and I had to fight him and cover his damn mouth. #FML He also sent a message on timbre's tv and Ben thought it was funny so he read it out loud on stage for the entire timbre to hear. #FMLx100 

Liying also secretly sent a message on tv asking me not to keep falling down LOL. I just KNOW it had to be her. After that, every other lamest joke Fong sent in got read by Ben too. /Sweatdrop. I give up. Accept the FACT that I have an embarrassing friends. It's kinda hilarious thinking back about it.

Honestly, the thought about even celebrating my birthday this year didn't cross my mind at all. At this age birthdays just feels like another 24-hours to me and right now, just spending precious time with the people I love on weekends, doing nothing and simply just enjoying each other's company makes me really happy. During the weekdays I just want to stay home to game, watch Seventeen and sleep.

Also, Harris says even when I'm almost 25 I still fell for his surprise while other people would have already suspected or guessed it... (;￣ー￣川 To my defense, Harris told me that the others wanted to have a belated birthday dinner for him so I assumed that this dinner was to celebrate his birthday. I actually saw the cake box too but didn't question it at all. (╯ಠ_ಠ）╯︵ ┳━┳ I should have more awareness but I'm just too lazy to think so much. 

"to give and not expect anything in return, that is what lies at the heart of love" 

angelseah, Signing off~

UPDATES / ~

It's been almost a month since my last blog post, & within just a month so many things happened.. I just don't know where to start. 

Currently chasing this drama 'Doctors' that Chanel strongly recommended and it's SO GOOD! D; D; I can already hear Chanel's 'I TOLD YOU SO' (bc I don't watch the dramas she introduce like 90% of the time and i'm finally watching 1 of it) °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° Hehhh & I heart me some cringe worthy love by Kim Rae Won and Park Shin Hye! Shin hye is just too pretty! How come she never gets old?! I prefer watching the younger doctor instead of the main lead though, he is so cute & awkward, just watching him act is hilarious. Next drama: Scarlet Heart. It's like a reversed harem, IU is so lucky!! IU is bae.

Overwatch is also now a thing of the past :( Sadly, Yan chin has somehow 'quit' gaming and I have no more OW friends to play with now. I mean, I know she wouldn't mind me playing with her other friends but honestly i just don't want to play ow without her and without her it just feels different. But right now it's difficult to game with her without her getting into an argument with yong kiat for god knows what reasons that just cannot be solved. I guess it's better to not game so much if there's going to be constant big quarrels that may hurt their relationship.... or.... maybe i'll just try my luck and ask her to play once in awhile if she's in the mood :D

Been shopping a lot at ezbuy these days and a lot is an understatement. Alex says we're just looking for things to buy rather than buying things we need hahaha, which is true. But to my defense it is because we paid for the 1 month prime trial and it's gonna end soon :< Their shipping fee is atrociously cheap with prime at only $2.99 per shipping fee! Bought around 40+ items and paid only $2.99 for it's shipping. Crazy or not. Tell me about it. & Shopping makes me happy. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANEL NG LI YING ! 

Wishing you lots and lots of good luck, wealth and happiness for every single day. I hope to celebrate a thousand more birthdays with you forever till our next life and life after next. You will always be my best friend and even though there are times when we have disagreements, just remember i'll be there for you anytime when you need me. Love you loads and stay pretty 💝

montigo / nongsa / batam + twenty two (?!)

Dated 06 June 2014.

Refused to stay in Singapore for my 22nd birthday so best girlfriend (chanel) recommended montigo resort for a short getaway!! & it was amazing!! :)) oh, we missed the boarding time for the ferry and had to take the next one instead. felt really bad guys! angelseah can't count time and money. remember that OTLfmlol. boarding time!! didn't get seasick at all throughout the ride but RH did and i actually caught a picture of him at it!! noobshitzhehz. spent the hour ride to batam centre taking photos, watching namwee vids & singing to malaysia zhabor. talk about self-entertainment lol.

i love taking pictures, a picture speaks a thousand words no? this 2d1n was enjoyable tho i wished i had more time to enjoy the villa & resort's facilities. everything was pushed back because of the rain and traffic at batam (terrible!) i was really looking forward to shop too! mehhhh i guess it's only 2 days so i shouldn't ask for more, besides, batam is only a ferry ride away.

Hello & goodbye montigo resort, i'll be back ! :)

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- end. adieu

Thoughts about Twenty-one

Suddenly I'm afraid.. afraid of being 21 and living in this atypical world. I want to carry on living my life blithe and carefree, but there's just too much things to be stressed and be concerned of that I can't possibly think like a kid anymore. That little voice in my head telling me to do what I have to do, I can't make mistakes.. I hate the idea of being an adult, the idea of losing all my innocence. I need to be stronger. 

If I die tomorrow will I regret not doing the things I didn't do? 

I do ask myself this every now and then, but my answer is always the same.

- I have no regrets.

I feel that if I'll regret not doing what I want, I'll do it no matter what and put it as a priority. Don't regret the choices you choose to make, whether good or bad. All the possibilities in this world, why live with regrets when it comes down to the choices we make for ourselves..right? 

A little bird once asked me, 

Why do we live? The answer left an impact though it didn't really surprised me. 

And guess what? We live, not to work and provide for the family, not to enjoy the pleasures in life, not to study and get a good income job, not to make friends not to love but....in actual fact, we live.. 

... to die.

Cheers people,
angelseahx3

Summer Birthday

Chalet ☑ Cake ☐ BBQ ☐

 Venue | Costa Sands Pasir Ris Chalet | Start | 6 pm | Theme | deciding | Dinner | 6 pm | Cake Cutting | 11pm | Midnight Movie | Bowling | 12pm | Supper | 3 pm

Gonna be 21 in less than 3 weeks.. can't say I'm excited but rather hopeful that everything will go well on that day. Have to learn to be less angsty these days to not ruin every happy celebration :|
 

I want to take this time to thank all the people who have helped me in my life, no amount of thank you(s) are enough to express my gratefulness. My family, love and friends, those who stayed and left...that made be believe that there are somethings worth living for ❤

 

Sincerly, angelseah

Life, A Passing Parade

B I G   H A P P Y   B I R T H D A Y

K E N N E T H  & Z H O N G P I N G

18th May 2013. A Hectic day

Hair dyed to copper red wasn't pleasant, chemical burn.

But hey, no pain no gain yes?

Ever felt that in society, there's just one too many ungrateful people. In life, we tend to expect what we give is what we should get in return. Appreciation, the most important basic rule that many has forgotten... which caused a situation of a letdown.

Words that are said can never be taken back, those vitriolic words that makes one sad. Miscommunication is an inconvenience, but also an excuse. Thousands and hundreds of ways to restructure a sentence, yet you choose to misuse. Don't know what kind of impact they're leaving here, so harsh, and unforgettable.

I know it takes both hands to clap, but it's only wrong to get angry & say spiteful words when you're the one at fault. I'm just really really really sick and tired of people that thinks they are all mature, saying to comprehend both sides of the story but already judging me. Sigh, let bygones be bygones..

Went home early because i felt the awkwardness in the room when i arrived. &no, i don't want that & i think you'll be happier without me there. Kinda glad to get to see you again, not when i just left like that. I'm a coward.

Why are there so many problems in life?!

Where's my once upon a time.. :l

angelseah -*

Happy Birthday to you ~

Happy birthday to Chanel, say you're twenty. Omo, we are getting old! Haha, hope you like our present because it's expensive. Planning to bake either cupcakes or cake & buy helium balloons as well, i think i'm going broke. But salary arrived, count me lucky. She too bought me a bowler hat from Taiwan that i've always wanted, but after actually having it i'm not wearing as much because wearing a hat in Singapore really attract stares from people. 

P.s I love eating thai with you ♥

BIRTHDAY THOUGHTS

Soon to be nineteen. oh my god. Have you ever thought what will it be like few years down the road, where will you be? What will you be doing? Will you be rich, successful, popular, famous, maybe more mature? Or the exact opposite? Been thinking what do I want to buy or do by twenty. None of these are awe inspiring nor be a life changing experience. Maybe I'll wish for something greater on the 21st yes?

Long list of want-to-do/get

iPad2 white 32GB 3G + wifi | DSLR compact mini with beauty effects | Dr Marten's boots | Supra shoes | Skull candy or beat's headphones | Skull candy earpieces | Polaroid films|High waist shorts | Shopping money | Ticket to Korea | Recognized Degree | Full time job | Travel | Driving licence | USS | Volks Wagon Convertible | Hair dyed | Tattoo | Diet

Begging for a tattoo with most people disagreeing. So I've decided to get henna & try. Shall see shall weeee~

WANT FABULOUS..//

Guess what.

I've got a new addiction for arcade. Bishi bashi and jubeat.. oh dear. I know it's a waste of money & I'm supposed to get a job, save up plenty of money, invest and maybe get back even more. So i can live the dream of becoming a "Tai Tai", stay home all day and do whatever i want to! Damn goals. Totally awesome. 

I know i should hurry and start giving my parents allowance instead of them providing for me too. AND I'm know i'm also supposed to start my degree but i'm just not the study type alright?! Maybe I'll work part time & get some experience first..... Ughhhhhh!

"I need something inspiring to help me get along. 

I need a little fabulous is that so wrong?!!" 

- Sharpay Evans. 

This songs fits my thoughts perfectly.
I'm behaving like a brat. Just stop.

Oh. &HAPPY BIRTHDAY XANDER !
BE HONORED. (You better be or else!!)

Signing off.

AGAINST TIME..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRIS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER.

Many thank you to Harris for the cake 

&

Estherrrrr!!!! I didn't get to eat your cake :<

Anyways. Hello,

Life has been giving me a drama episode every now and then.

Been waking up early these past few days for concerts, shopping, shopping, outings & whatnot. On the down side, i'm still sleeping at 7am. Almost.

You know, I kind of hate sleeping. I feel like it's a waste of time.

Maybe when I reach 25 it'd be another different story.

I better make full use of my youth right now!!

Fight-oh! angelseah.