PENANG

Penang trip peeks! Penang trip was surprisingly way better than i've expected. Their durian farm is absolutely delicious. I swear i have never eaten such a sweet-milky with a tinge of bitter durian in my entire life! Better than mao shan wang honest. Just thinking about it makes my mouth water. Nomz ❤ And when in Penang, do as the penangites do, which is to try all their local food !! Everything is friggin cheap i can't even.... 

Their char kuay teow is da bomb, it's not oily, not dry, but moist and flavorful! Didn't really like their 'orh jian' because it just tastes like fried omelette with small cockles. Their penang laksa was alright (just that it has one to many veggies. which is a hassle for me to eat it well (｡•́︿•̀｡) Yong taufu was a 6/10, not bad but not that great either (because no soup whut), their sauce is good tho. But what i loved most was their street stall selling this ice milk japanese green tea (like GTkitkat /frappe) in a humongous cup!!! They have other lattes and juices as well but i didn't tried it. Can't resist ordering the GT one every single time fml. Whoever thought of this awesome shit, i love you. Lol

And albeit the cheap and delicious food at Penang, the scenery there is a sight to behold. My favorite is a restaurant/bar at the peak of a mountain. The view up there was just breathtaking!! The air feels fresh, weather cool like in an air-con room, sun shinning behind the clouds... It felt so surreal. Like it made all my problems fade away. At that moment, i wished i had someone next to me to share this view with tho. Wehh.

Oh well, i had fun and that's all it matters. 

Au Revoir~ Goodbye

U-KISS(유키스) 케빈의 하루

HONG KONG

Hong Kong pictures! Sinful street-side food, non-stop eating, shopping and photo taking. Booked our hotel and flight at approx. $500 SGD in total for 4 days 3 nights, considering that we stayed in a 5★ hotel (Royal Plaza) connected to a huge shopping mall, 5 mins walk to the mtr, and cathay pacific airline with food & baggage space provided ❤ Bought so many things especially skincare, masks and cosmetics because it's so damn cheap idek...

& I also want to thank everyone who went Hong Kong. Thank you for spending my birthday there with me. Thank you for the surprise cake and celebration (even though things did not go as planned) but to me, the best actor/actress award goes to all of you! i didn't even notice or suspect anything. honest! Last but not least, thank you for all the presents, i promise to use them well! 

I'm grateful to everyone who came, because it's not about the places we went, or the food we ate, or the pictures we took. It is whom we spent it with, what made it worth remembering. 

" A journey is best measured in friends, rather than miles." - Tim Cahill

Love ya'll !

Gemini Contradictions

It's funny how sometimes the ones that disappoint you the most are the ones that you least expect. Call me stupid to raise my hopes up thinking that everyone is steady enough to follow through the initial itinerary, only to find out the change of plans nearer to date. Not to mention naive to think that everyone's 'anything you plan & i'll just follow"' is true. Why can't i find that steady friend who doesn't change plans after saying yes? I feel like a hypocrite because on one hand i'm that friend who says it's fine to go ahead to do what you like if the plans aren't what you want. But on the other hand, i can't help but hope for a little in return... Oh, what am i even saying, who would? Like every man for himself, why would anyone sacrifice their happiness for another? It's the truth of society these days.

Ugh, gotta stop being childish and contradicting. I do it willingly and technically nobody forced me. Angel, remember, don't give and expect something in return. I subconsciously think for others first anyway. I don't know myself sometimes.

You're just being upset for nothing.
& Disneyland is love.

SALT & LEMON CANDY

Current in love with this sweet!

SALT & LEMON CANDY.

Freaking. SALT.

Must not forget about this candy.

Ever. Yumz.

Big shout out to that uber driver that fetched me to whitesands after work, because without him, i wouldn't have found out about this mind boggling candy. Up till now, i still don't know how to describe it's taste. It's awesome. Bought 3 big packs, and surprisingly it's not expensive at all.

W O R T H   I T.
Cya

Foolish no more

Don't chase after someone who doesn't want to be chased. If they want to be there, they will be. And if they treasure you, their actions will show. Don't settle for anything less. You deserve someone who knows how to make things up to you after hurting you. Not someone who is good with just the word, "sorry". You deserve the best.

-to myself.

YOU'RE NOT SORRY

Finally back to being single again. Maybe i still do love him, but then again, it's exhausting having recurring arguments almost once every few days about the same old issues and promising that he'll change every single time. I am truly an idiot to believe that maybe a leopard is able to change it's spots. Who am i kidding. I've never been this furious my entire life. 

"you're raging on your own, i'm just looking." 

"You're making yourself angry. Not me." 

Saying this when i'm already mad?

Really. An utter disappointment.

You win. Hands down.

Met up with chanel today for dinner since winson is overseas at the moment and talked about the rom issue & at during then, i concluded this: 

What one person deduce is the "best" way of solving a situation, might not correspond to what the other party might hold true. Everyone has a different approach of handling situations and what might be right for them, might not be suitable for others. Example, I'd prefer an indirect confrontation while others like solving it face to face. Therefore, maybe, just maybe, what caused the dispute wasn't the confrontation but by how people handles problems differently what made the problem, become a bigger problem. Does this sound right? Some might disagree but idk, don't make something so insignificant complex. The more you think about the issue, the more it misleads you. Let bygones be bygones, we'd all be happier this way. 

Goodnight.