Escape, Uncertainties

In need of a vacay. Away from my mundane life.

So tired.

I want to escape the normalcy of life, to travel around the world, to wake up with a beautiful view in front of me, and to discover all the aesthetic places in this world that makes one speechless.

Life would be so much easier if we had the answers to all these confusing feelings.

Afraid of falling, afraid of vulnerability. Just thinking of the past repeating itself haunts me.
What should I do? Feeling so lost. I need a hug.