Afraid & Confused

I don't want just another bad romance story, I want a beautiful awakening from within.. That I have always yearn for, chivalry seems dead these days. It's so selfish that everyone wants or expect something from that someone, but I guess this is how it suppose to be. Time to decide & plan wisely, one mistake, gonna cost me a regret.

Look after you - The Fray

The meaning of this beautiful love song, about a feeling so strong toward love.

"if i don't say this now , i will surely break" , showing how if he doesn't tell her he loves her, he will for sure be broken because he can't contain his feelings any longer.

The chorus "Be my baby & there now steady love, so few come and don't go. will you, won't you be the one i'll always know" - His proposal to her to become his, asking if he'll be the one in their life.

In return he offers to "Look after you & if ever there was a doubt, my love she leans into me." He promises to take care of her, and if ever there is a slight confusion, stir, suspect, he is the one she can rely on.

"Its always have and never hold" - He always have her but never yet had her and wants to take the next step to fully justify his love for her hoping to create a new chapter with her.

&

"You've begun to feel like home & what's mine is yours to make your own" She's the only one for him & that even she leave or take he is always hers.

To remind me true love exist,
Time really flies, alas.

Don't know why

I am playing dota 2 on my lousy old laptop which i think is going to burn up & go bsod on me soon. So far so good because i'm winning every round with bots being an amateur and all, funny playing with Yee Fong when I couldn't differentiate between him & the other bot heroes. Thought a bot was him for quite sometime before asking why was he not killing anything only to then realize that he was no where near me the first half of the match :| So damn noob wanna cry

Wanting to play with Desmond as he is also a new comer in the team, contemplating to wait another few more days before teaming up since i've only been playing for less then half a day.

Shall go play another round right now, alone ;(

"When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
God I'm so confused,
please split me in two"

- angelseah

NEXT

Finally blogging again after so long. Which means that life is good, days are smooth and no-drama which is what I hope for it to be. 

However, this normality did not last as long as I thought it would.

What will you do when someone you trusted at that moment in time forsake you in times of trouble? Still had the guts to ask why he/she always don't have friends. Well, I decided to become your friend am truly sad to say that i really regret knowing you. Now I finally understand why you don't have friends. Lol.

9 out of 10 people bitch & love gossiping, it's a healthy way to bond with friends. We can't judge people for bitching or gossiping because we do too, it's only fair. 

Despite that, there's a bottom line to draw when bitching too. 

To why you've got no friends: Riona

1. You bitch about people I* don't even know, downgrading your own friends when I'm just a stranger to them. I don't want to judge anyone w/o knowing them.

2. You hate your friends behind their back but act as though you like them when you meet.

3. You complain about how you dislike friends copying your style when you do it too.

4. You actually bitched about my friend (right to my face) of 5 years when you only know her for a year. Wow, the courage.

5. You dare use my words as your own, making it as though I'm the one that talk shit.

6. You like to assume about tons of things & instantly judging everything at face value... not bothering to know or try to find out the truth before judging.

7. You get angry almost at random times, making one feel clueless what he/she had done wrong. When you don't even tell them why.

8. You say that you hate this friend who constantly criticize and scold people everyday but ahem... you do that too.

9. You contradict yourself and do things that you said you never ever will the next.

10. You lied to my friend making her believe your story when there are many loop holes in it. Do you think we're stupid?

11. You always get angry, it's okay. You don't explain why, it's okay. But it's not okay to complain to other people who only listens to your pov.

12. You make yourself look pitiful to make people stand by you.

13. If you hate me so much as to block me, please don't do things that you've learned from knowing me. Quit working the event jobs i introduced to you, quit looking for jobs from places I've told you about. I don't want to see you tbh.

I tried to ignore your many bad points even when i found out everything bad about you, but ended up getting badmouthed about behind my back instead. Truth is, i did not bitch nor badmouth anything about you to my own friends nor friends that you know of at all. I know you said things behind my back but I kept quiet and personal about it. 

But this time, things have changed. I'm not going to be stepped on by a bitch like you. I'll tell the entire world about the real you if i could. If you're telling me that i too have bitched about my own friend, yes i don't deny that. But, let me tell you this. The complains I made wasn't a secret at all because my friend knows it, because I always complain about them in front of them. LOL.

I told you '习惯就好', guess you're just stupid enough to not think about it. 

Goodbye fake friend.

Cheers,
angelseah

Mood: Pissed

We will always meet that one person, who brags about his/her money but do not have the guts to return what he/she has borrowed. Oh look at people with the money to buy everything, got money to eat abalone and wear Rolex but no money to back what they owe...... is just disappointing. You say that money is not the problem, I think that's a load of bullshit. Kindly return what you owe & I'll not judge.

Thinking about it makes my blood boil.

End

Accuse

Rented a booth for a flea,
do come and support!
On 24th Sep 2011
Club Soul: Flashlight Batteries

Is this the end or just another beginning. Can someone tell me what am I actually seeking. 2 days in a row, give me back my freedom once more. Stop wanting so much from me because there's only so much I can give. Your eyes so accusing like they have any rights to criticise at all...

Humor

One fine day

Love is ...
The person you keep checking for texts from.
The person who makes you blush for things he says.
The person who has flaws but is still perfect to you.
The person who you get mad at but you can't ignore.
The person that you talk about your future together.
The person that tells you I Love You everyday.
The person that you think about every second.
The person that will always want to hangout with.
The person that always wants to cuddle.
The person that never fails to make you smile.
The person that only wants you & nothing else.

xoxo - angelseah