I hate feeling that i need him more than he needs me. I hate asking for more when i know that there is only that much he can give. I hate feeling selfish when i am keeping him from finding someone better. I hate putting him through all this nonsence, but i feel that if this situation can't come to a consensus, I we won't be happy. For better or, for worst..
Getting depress makes me strong in another way. I wish someone would fathom how I am feeling now, just read my mind. Truth is, I am not strong enough, and if loving him is hurtful, caring about him brings sleepless nights then I am a failure. Sigh
❤, angelseah
i want to feel more loved, is it that difficult for you to give?
It is complicated to be me sometimes, an act to make people happy when another is living a lie.
Feeling more & more tired everyday,
can't feel veracity in the words you say.
Conversation is tough compared to the past,
the difference we have is worlds apart.
Same old same old,
Cheers.
