Trust

When trust is broken, sorry means nothing.

Expectations Vs Reality

Just. In. A. Mood. To. Rant.

Love is to me not letting anyone bad mouth you or letting the one you love get the shorter end of the stick. (Instead of laughing along with others or turning a blind eye saying its none of your business.) Love to me is to make sacrifices for the person you love to be happy, because you don't want them to feel sad. Love to me is also not by using money, gifts and superficial means, instead, love to me is honest and straight forward like how we're like when we were kids, love is endless giving through words, attentiveness and thoughtfulness, love is never having to guess or ask for it. Love is being able to give 100% of my love and to be able to receive 120% back in return in order to keep the fire burning. The only fight I want in a relationship should only be fighting to show who loves who more.

"What can I do more to make her happy?"... "A wife should be doted on, whatever my wife says goes."... "In this entire lifetime, there's not even enough time for me to look at you, so why would i waste my time looking at others?" Attentive, doting, dependable, giving you a sense of security, trustworthy, thoughtful, affectionate, kind, honest, reliable, there for you when you need him (even when it's inconvenient), growth oriented (a guy who won't say it's your problem and this is the way he is and you need to deal with it). Someone that gives you emotional support when you had a rough day instead of giving you a matter of fact advice that might be useful but hurtful to you when he doesn't empathize with what you're going through or make you feel better.

Love to me is, even when the whole world was to go against you, I will fight against the whole world for you. Love to me is, if you are able to make me feel like your queen, I will do whatever it takes to make you a king.

My expectations are so high i'm never gonna get married Uwuuuu. LOL Just kidding. Can I just transverse into novel world or anime world. Been reading so many time travel novels these days, mostly about fighting and martial arts and hellawesome mecha fights! BUT the MLs are still husband material (even though it's not a pure romance novel) 

Men like that only appears in novels though.... or giving a benefit of doubt, maybe 0.01% in the entire universe...(#aka aliens) ._.

HAH. Goodbye.

Surmise

He says what he likes, he does what he likes, like it doesn't matter. I guess i have to act like i don't care because it is easier that way. Somethings are not meant to be when people just don't appreciate. Somethings that we're warned, but still repeat the same mistake. Someone that you love & cherish much, doesn't seem to be able to last... Because it hurts too much to love you, i am not strong enough, i feel like giving up.

 

The world is a dangerous place to live -

not because of the people who are evil

but because of the people 

who don't do anything about it

- Albert Einstein

 

angelseah

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

Take care whenever, the path might seem long so stay strong. I'm afraid of change, afraid that people will change into everything they said they'll never be. That's why i'm forgiving, forgetting & letting go of hurt, because I understand people makes mistakes & to take one as a friend, I forgive the unforgivable. 

Sorry may has become just another word.

-& life goes on,
peace out

Quote of the day

Don't push away the people who truly care about you, because one day, you will push them away, and they won't come back. -Blackalogy

My bottom line.

BEAUTY IN THE EYES

I have been thinking long & hard that I would like to get my double eye lids done next year in Korea. Asking myself am I being too greedy to want this much? Everyone says my single-eye lids are nice because they are big enough. But I am only asian Lol.

Set my mind to it for awhile now, 50% yes maybe? I don't know... What if I regret?

Listen to your own voice, your own soul. 
Too many people listen to the noise of the world, 
only to end up forgetting themselves.

21st Resolution: 

Tattoo!!!!

Yay, Nay?