TICK TOCK

The last quarter of 2014 is drawing near and I've been thinking...since the last ROM incident, i get the whole idea of why i'd hate the adult world. As immature as it sounds, fact is everyone is nothing without pretend. Everyone wears a mask, be selfish and gossip behind your back. Friends, oh what are friends?

I am having this mundane routine every single day. Every. I have come to accept the fact that my life can be quite repetitious. Predicament and such, in order to avoid this usual screwed cycle i must learn to accept things as it is and do the best I can now. 

Talked with the best-friend few days back and she had a plan to start a new business and her plans sounds great! I'd love to help and am anticipating for it already. Finger's crossed!

WISH LIST!

A girls' gonna do what a girls' gotta do.

1) 21.5" iMac - 3.1 GHz (windows)
2) Lifetime Brazilian IPL 
3) Double eye lids @taiwan
4) MyCloud - WD 6TB 
5) 7" Tablet 

Till then.

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Stumbled upon Fiona's blog from AGES ago 
& read her blog posts back in 2008. 

There's just too many friggin' ugly pictures 
of me back in secondary school!! Oh god. 

Looking back, i think Liying and i 
might have changed the most in appearance. 

Up to the point where people might think 
we've gone for plastic surgery. Lol no kid.

Next to do: Double eye lid surgery 〷●‿●〷

DIFFERENT MINDSETS

Congratulations! 

Hey, my best-friend got engaged! ❤❤❤ I genuinely wish this couple a lifetime full of happiness, good health & plenty of wealth because these are the most practical important things in life no? :D Thanks to this event we got closer with one another's clique and even had a group name formed called "ONE COMMON THING". Hahaha Inside joke.

A day before the ROM we had a Hen's night aka bachelorette's party! I guess things went kinda well with our last minute planning and even though the girls got pissed with the groom-to-be but in the end we still had a blast! :D Took helluva pictures and videos as keepsakes to laugh at in the future. The groom-to-be didn't want anything drastic happening to his 'bride' but this is alright, right? I hope. After all, this can only happen once in a lifetime :D 

A day after the ROM, the clique had an agreement to 'settle' their displeasure they had with the groom on whatsapp. I didn't join their heated discussion not because I didn't want to, but deep down I felt that it's just...wrong. I mean, 8 of us vs 1 guy?? What are the odds? I'm just kinda surprised that how childish and narrow minded can people get, getting angry and argue just for argumentative's sake! We've gotta live and let live.. we're not the ones marrying the groom, who cares about changing his character if he doesn't want to be changed! I feel that shouldn't minimal respect be given to your friend and her (now) husband? How would you like if we were to put your husband or boyfriend down without consulting you first? Do you even respect your own friend? How would you feel if you were in your friend's shoes? Stuck right in the middle of your mindless argument. Have you guys thought of the many consequences after satisfying your simple selfish need for complain? 

Disgraceful. 

Of course though friends will be friends, but that doesn't mean that we should agree with their wrongs and forget what's right. Making a mountain out of a molehill, adding oil to the fire and stir shit out of nothing.. is that necessary? She's our friend & he is her husband now. Please have some faith in our friend, she's old enough to know what she wants, whats right and whats wrong. She isn't one to support her husband even if he's in the wrong! Why don't you guys understand.. You guys can tell this to her husband but what about yourself? Friends need to have trust too, not only in marriage. Besides, it's not up to us to decide on how they love each other whether we like it or not. By having this 'voicing' out of your opinions, does it really matter? What outcome are you expecting from the groom in the end? The most he can do is apologize and change, and even though he apologize everyone still wasn't happy at all. What do you want him to do to you that will appease your anger? Beg? Kneel? Nothing. It all comes down to nothing. No conclusion at all. 

It's all just a fucking waste of time and energy.

Well, after the entire drama ended I followed my heart and explained my reason for not joining their stupid convo with the groom. Some managed to understand my point of view and I'm thankful for that. But some actually said why didn't I stop them. Will they even listen to me??? Lame la. Heck, i shouldn't be bothered by this. this is not my game. 

No matter what, friend, I've got your back. Most certain.

"An entire sea of water can't sink a ship unless it gets inside the ship. 

Similarly the negativity of the world can't put you down 

unless you allow it to get inside you." 

DON'T DROWN IN NEGATIVITY.

angelseah, signing off~
Goodnight

J U L Y

Time really flies, we're in the 2nd half of 2014. & i think to myself, what have i been doing this past 6 months? well, i've been working full-time for more than a year now tho i really hope that i don't have to work forever because there's just so much i've yet to see and do! ah, please let me experience a billionaire miracle. 

Feeling fat, started going for zumba classes & kickboxing with my super-on colleagues for just this month & then it's off to part time studies at SHRI. It's gonna be tough, but i guess i'll take one step at a time and it'll be alright. Gotta be strong angelseah! 

Looking forward to Hongki's proposal in Singapore too tho i didn't buy the tickets for his fanmeet since i've got no hongki biased friends D; but i guess i'm still able to go for his press conference since it's free! 

Made this one and only hongki wallpaper for myself!

Pictures as well, you can't find it anywhere :D :D

Over obsessed fan girl. 

Please no.

montigo / nongsa / batam + twenty two (?!)

Dated 06 June 2014.

Refused to stay in Singapore for my 22nd birthday so best girlfriend (chanel) recommended montigo resort for a short getaway!! & it was amazing!! :)) oh, we missed the boarding time for the ferry and had to take the next one instead. felt really bad guys! angelseah can't count time and money. remember that OTLfmlol. boarding time!! didn't get seasick at all throughout the ride but RH did and i actually caught a picture of him at it!! noobshitzhehz. spent the hour ride to batam centre taking photos, watching namwee vids & singing to malaysia zhabor. talk about self-entertainment lol.

i love taking pictures, a picture speaks a thousand words no? this 2d1n was enjoyable tho i wished i had more time to enjoy the villa & resort's facilities. everything was pushed back because of the rain and traffic at batam (terrible!) i was really looking forward to shop too! mehhhh i guess it's only 2 days so i shouldn't ask for more, besides, batam is only a ferry ride away.

Hello & goodbye montigo resort, i'll be back ! :)

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- end. adieu

Head in the clouds

Yesah! At long last, i finally found the FULL personality test that idiotic Jasper tested me a long time ago.......only to say that he had forgotten the remaining half of it. Meh meh de.

So here goes.. ( If you wanna try it out too, you might wanna not spoil yourself by reading the answers at the bottom of this post. :)
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“I want you to imagine a desert, stretching out as far as your eyes can see. In this desert is a cube. Your first task is to describe the cube. What does it look like? How large is it? What is it made of? Where exactly is it?”

Cube made of crystal-like-glass half my size (?) Sparkly under the sun & floating above the ground.

“As you look at the desert and your cube, you notice there is also a ladder. Your second task is to describe the ladder. What is it made of? How big is it? Where is it, in relation to the cube?”

Ladder made of mahogany wood in dark walnut brown. Hovering somewhere beside the cube, slanting towards but not touching it.

“Now imagine that in the scene there is a horse. (Yes, horse. I didn't say this desert made sense). Your third task: describe the horse. Most importantly: where is the horse, and what is it doing? Where, if anywhere, is it going?”

A magnificent white horse with golden saddles!! A short distance away from the cube & the ladder waiting for me.

“We’re nearly there now. In the scene before you are flowers. Your penultimate task: describe the flowers. How many are there? What do they look like? Where are they, in relation to the horse, cube, ladder and sand?”

Beautiful garden with stone steps that leads to a huge fountain. Surrounding the garden is an array of flowers, roses in many different colors ♥

“Final question. In the desert there is a storm. Describe the storm. What type of storm is it? Is it near, or far? What direction is it headed? Does it affect the horse, flowers, cube or ladder?”

Ominous dark clouds mixed with rain, thunder and lightning at horizon of the desert. Too far to affect anything.

“If you've been playing along, this is going to be fun. If you didn't, I must warn you: the next part ruins your ability to play this game ever again. If you won’t want to ruin it forever, go back now. Trust me.”

*Highlight*

The cube is yourself & the size is ostensibly your ego:
A large cube means you’re pretty sure of yourself, a small cube less so. The vertical placement of the cube is how grounded you are. Resting on the sand? You’re probably pretty down to earth. Floating in the sky? Your head is in the clouds.

The cube’s material conveys how open you are:
Transparent cubes belong to transparent people. Opaque cubes are more protective of their minds. Glowing? You’re likely a positive person, who aims to raise the spirits of others. Made of granite? You’re likely protective and resilient.

The ladder represents your friends:
Are your friends leaning on the cube? Your friends depend on you, and are close. Is the ladder frail, or robust? Tall or short? Does it lead inside the cube? Or is it cast to one side, lying unloved on the sand? By now you should be able to draw your own conclusions.

The horse represents your dream partner:
The type of horse reveals a lot about what you yearn for in a partner. Is your horse nuzzling your cube affectionately, or taking a bite out of it? Is it far from your cube, or walking away? This can represent a current partner, or an inspirational one, but the results are often a mix of touching and hilarious.

The flowers represent children:
The number of flowers relates to how many you imagine having. The colour and vitality of the flowers can speak to their health and presumed prosperity.

The placement:
Particularly in relation to the cube, can reveal interesting relations; "I met one woman whose horse was eating their flowers.” - w h a t?!

Finally, the storm represents threat:
This speaks to the current state of the person, and how they perceive risk in their life. Some may see a distant storm, on the lip of the horizon, fading from sight. Others may view themselves in the midst of a thunderous apocalypse, hailstones the size of tennis balls pelting their fragile cube and horse. Chances are those people have some immediate trauma in their life.”

Too caught up.

Recently, i've been obsessed with anime, yes anime, and really hot anime guys disney movies. All dreamy with lots of romance, humor and what's not ever gonna happen even in a thousand years of my life. But hey, one can only dream right :D 

& I don't care if you think that sounds retard or whatsoever. Call me otaku because i think i am lol. All in all, it's all fun...escaping from reality after a long day at work. i can watch anime aaaalll daaay loooong. 

Anyway I felt reallly bad for not keeping to my own promise of blogging. Seemed ages that i have last updated this space. I gotta remember that i want to keep writing down all the good things that happened in my life so i won't forget them in years to come! 

Jahhh, okay now..

Recent events:
1) MONTIGO
2) PICNIC
3) F1 PIT FLEA
4) PENNY BOARD
5) ZP'S BIRTHDAY
6) SHOW LUO'S CONCERT
7) LINE EVENT
8) MOM'S BIRTHDAY
9) BEST KBBQ BUFFET. YET
10) NEW OFFICE RULES

Hurrrr, remind me again on when or where do I start :/ 

Current anime: Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun

I'm no expert, but I think people mope when their expectations are too high. It's tiring when you always have to overachieve. Don't over do it. Just work on achieving what you can. - Yoshida Haru

It’s waste of time to bother with anything uncertain. - Mizutani Shizuku

Word.Word.Word.