I hate feeling that i need him more than he needs me. I hate asking for more when i know that there is only that much he can give. I hate feeling selfish when i am keeping him from finding someone better. I hate putting him through all this nonsence, but i feel that if this situation can't come to a consensus, I we won't be happy. For better or, for worst..
Getting depress makes me strong in another way. I wish someone would fathom how I am feeling now, just read my mind. Truth is, I am not strong enough, and if loving him is hurtful, caring about him brings sleepless nights then I am a failure. Sigh
❤, angelseah
i want to feel more loved, is it that difficult for you to give?
Can't you see it in my eyes, those words of doubt & assumptions.
Don't know where to start, nor do I know how to begin.
Can time reverse a year back, to where we all first met.
Afraid to lose only but to let go.
Sucks when your past creates a barrier for the present,
such that in reality,
everything changes.
angelseah :/
Saving up a whole lot! :D Sometimes I get irritated of childish people who don't know how to save money, to at least have a tiny bit of personal savings. What, money don't fall from the sky alright? :<
