My love life's a mess #1

I'm bad at love. Romance stories and playing otome love games are cool but when comes to own love life, it's a mess. 

Christmas presents arrived early this year and I received Haikyuu!! Tsukishima's Nendoroid (not cheap) from two different guys, one a friend whom I've know for years ( and the other, an ex. Thoughts like "is this an obligation gift or his declaration of love?", "Should I ask? Can I accept it? What should I do if it's a declaration of love? Please be an obligation gift." Ugh, why does things like this always happen to me. 

I'm a bundle of nerves when rejecting someone, I can't handle an awkward social situation well at all and maybe it's the anxiety or tension, my head hurts like mad after that. Stuffs like this stresses me out af. It's difficult for me to speak the truth when I know it's going to hurt the other party, and saying "i'm just not psychically attracted to you and I'm not exactly feeling it you know?" is not easy for me.

Either way, I always feel emotionally shitty, guilty and terrible sorry after, so I'd appreciate that he would take a hint and don't ask the d-question at all.

Warning: DO NOT put your hand on my thigh (or anywhere else below my shoulders) ever again during a movie. Unless you are my boyfriend, you're invading my comfort zone.

♡ Voltage Inc. ♡

The land of hot men in suits, ties and everything nice ♡

Been playing Voltage's games for a long time since 2013(?) Only a few friends know that I have a private folder in my phone dedicated solely otome games and thinking back, i used to hide these games because I was positive that people would totally judge me for it Lol. While Yan Chin calls it the 'hentai folder', Chanel just thought I was crazy to spend all my money on a game. ◔̯◔

AND FINALLY (after so long!!) Chanel gave my awesome men the game a try and her first story which was Eisuke from Kissed by the Baddest Bidder got her seriously obsessed with the game!! (heehee) She start playing every single story I bought and even raged at me when I didn't buy the guy she liked. Pfffhhh (งಠ_ಠ)ง .....

Yan Chin also started playing voltage recently and her first story was Miyabi from Enchanted in the Moonlight (wooooo!) because I know she LOVES her foxes. (like Tomoe from Kamisama Kiss / Ahri in League) Yeah. I mean, just look at this guy's /fox/ayakashi (doesn't matter) hotness!!

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(WELCOME TO MY VOLTAGE FANDOM GIRLS :D)

Yan Chin says I play too much otome games that's why my expectations of guys are so ridiculously high. Butttt buttt!! I like the guys in such games because they are all old-fashioned-gentlemen! and Chivalry in men is a very attractive thing indeed (●♡∀♡) They love hard and you can definitely feel their sincerity through your phone lol. On top of that, they are also consistent in showing their love. One thing this game thought me was that consistency is really important in a relationship and it keeps the fire burning. Consistency to me means I like you enough to keep trying, to create a lasting bond, to be part of your daily routine, to know that you're always here for me and I can always count on you. I'd like a love that I can justify without any uncertainty or having to doubt that love even once...

I need consistency.

To know that they love you and you can count on their love.

To fall in love with a person a little more each day.

I don't wanna feel that 'dead-end-relationship' feeling anymore.

I know my kind of love is unrealistic but I don't want to settle for anything less.

It's unfair to the other party if I can't to give all of my heart in a relationship. 

Because it's all or never. To give my 1000% maji love (anime pun hahaha) 

Goodnight!!

Anime Festival Asia 2016

Anime Festival Asia 2016!!! 

Gosh it was jam-packed-like-sardines-up-to-the-rafters-brimful of people. I had no place to walk, let alone shop in peace. That aside I didn't buy anything in the end because almost everything has to do with.... Yuri on Ice. (￣д￣) Really? I like Yuri on Ice too but where's the hell is my HAIKYUU. Is it not worth the hype?! 

┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻

Tbh, AFA 2016 didn't meet my expectations and I think I might have preferred last year's one more. Maybe it's because I bought lots of loots last year and none this time. There were so many Nendoroids on sale but Tsukishima was no where to be found. Tch. And every friggin' booth I wanted to buy anime tees from, sells. the. same. thing. Gehhh, It feels wrong to attend AFA without burning a hole in your pocket you know. I was prepared to let my wallet get raped but... there's nothing to buy. Sigh, I tried.

SAO's booth was helluva awesome though, got a chance to "be" Asuna locked up in her giant birdcage in Alfheim without my Kirito. We also went for SAO's main stage show and got to hear Kirito's and Yui's seiyuu voice-act an actual script on stage!! Kirito's voice was sexy af. Yui's voice was just too cute! She kept saying "papa" to Kirito and there was this fucking annoying fanboy who kept squealing "Yui sooooo cuteeeee!! soooo cuteeeeee omg soooo cuteeeee" throughout the entire show. He can even be heard in Yan Chin's instavids too (Like what the flying fuck. We know her voice sounds cute so you can shut up now!!!) Ugh. I wanted to chloroform him so bad. 

Watched SAO - Ordinal Scale's movie trailer during their main stage and the nostalgia hits me like a whisking bullet train of feels... it legit gave me goosebumps and now I'm super excited for it's movie release next year! Sword art online's soundtrack is in a class by itself and great movies always has even greater soundtracks.

Yan Chin and I won a draw and got our faces drawn as a manga character. I don't think this look like me though? Well at least the outfit, hair and hidden necklace looks the same. Re-playing mystic messenger to unlock the other endings and this is the perfect display pic for the game!! Used my current make-up editor app and made it more realistic, so now I match the characters Lol. #creepygamer #team707 #teamjumin

Played Ichiban Kuji for the first time today and won a Lapras Sleeping Bag Pikachu Plush from their latest Pikachu Nebukuro Collection!! I was gunning for their smaller prize though (｡•́︿•̀｡), a Charizard Sleeping Bag Pikachu keychain plush!! It's cute. I'd totally carry it around. Sold my Lapras to Yong Kiat in the end since I already have 2 Pikachu plushies taking up space on my small bed and Nana already promised me a Snorlax Nebukuro Pikachu when her Pokemon event ends. #fingerscrossedhopetogetit!

Managed to get a selfie with Yingtze. She's tall, pretty and friendly.

and She's a Gemini like me :D 

I'm getting too happy with just a picture.

Lolol

To me this year's afa felt like a mad rush and we missed out several showtimes and schedule events due to lack of time. Met Kaname, Stayxxxx, Mon and Reika but didn't get to see Baozi x Hana (sad) Might consider attending AFA for 2 days next year!

Till then ❤

❤ FTISLAND ❤

 

FTISLAND IS FINALLY COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE ! 

 AND OBVIOUSLY, CHANEL, LIYING & ARE GOING ! 

*Throws confetti* 

Thanks to 5tisland we managed to preorder our vip tickets in advance without having to wrestle the horde and stress over getting our vip tickets. Ftisland's tickets are getting pricier year, it was less than $200.00 back in 2012 and $150.00 in 2010˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧º·˚ 

Can't remember the last time we went for their concert because seeing them in real life felt like it happened a really long time ago (when we were all still studying). Looked though our past pictures & oh god we looked so young. Now I feel kinda old. 

*Time for a stroll down memory lane* 

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First ever meeting with ftisland back in 2010 at IMM ❤ 
Main point: Hongki with his Jeremy-blonde hair.

 

Then again on Kpop Night 2010 ! ❤  2010 was such a great year for kpop fans.

Ermahgerd i look gross. Liying also looks so much better now, 
#noblackhair #lesseraneard 

FTISLAND's PLAY Concert 2012 at EXPO. Best.venue.eve (because I stay at Pasir Ris). Lugged home this kapaline poster after their fansign at City Square Mall and I still have it up till now. Had to miss FTHX 2014 because it fell on Joell's 21st birthday but Chanel and I went for Hongki's proposal fanmeet few months later and brought back another poster home. Technically Chanel was the one who took it down from the poster stand #likeaboss!! That's why she's my bestie. Hehh.

 #Hashtag 
But that's what (best)friends are for ❤

 

Hope to get THE TRUTH's poster board next year.

(Or beg chanel to help me take again) 
I will keep it well! Promise!!

Goodbye goodbye.
#fti pun intended

LIVING IT

I'm getting too comfortable living in my own 2D world. Apart from work and gym, I've been at home all day watching anime the past few weeks and to be honest, its the best time of my life. When I'm home watching anime, my world changes...like I'm completely drawn into it and I feel so comfortable being alone and that I don't need anything else. Does it sound crazy that I feel so peaceful being alone? Don't need for social life, friends or drama... & the thing is, I'm loving it a little too much. That feeling of my existence, heart and soul living in my own world.

Do you know? HAIKYUU SEASON 3 IS FINALLY HERE. 

Kinda regret not waiting for all episodes to be out before watching but I can't stop myself from watching it ﾍ(;´Д｀ﾍ) 
The feels from season one and two all came back. Not good for my heart.

Found out that B-Project Kodou Ambitious was written by the creators of Uta no Prince-sama, 
another music anime that I really liked. 
Gorgeous looking guys aside their music is quite addictive.

Yuri!!! on Ice caught my eye when browsing the recent new anime list. Recently I've been into sports anime after completing Season 2 of Baby Steps and I don't know if this is a bit 'Yaoi' for me but their figure skating choreography, music and animation absolutely beautiful. 

Gakusen Toshi Asterisk 

Gonna watch this too. Stopped midway and totally forgotten about it...

Signing off, angelseah

JUST WANNAB SLIM

Trying out this slimming pill called "Malia Mellia XXS" from Malaysia because it has a crazy amount of successful slimming reviews and I'm a sucker for reviews. (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

Notes:

Day 1
Side effects similar to Duromine, not sure whether i like it or not. 
Panbesy would be a better alternative but it's so difficult to get it in Singapore.
Results: Curbs hunger really well (i'm shocked!)
Side effects: Giddy, drowsy, body feels warm, extremely thirsty. 

Day 2

*Reminder: Eat breakfast before taking pills!
Breakfast helped reduced the side effects plenty. 
Felt so full after only half of my usual meal.
Additional Results: Stopped snack cravings
Side effects: Still thirsty, slightly lightheaded, constipation

Day 3
Getting used to the pills, started to get hungry by dinner time. 
Didn't eat much although I felt hungry (ate half of usual portion)
Side effects: Increased perspiration at night, heart palpitations

Day 30
Lost 5kgs! Less thirsty, no more obvious side effects.
*Reminder: Do not take pills when going to gym. 
Gym side effects: Giddy, increased heart rate and perspiration!! Felt faint D:
(Maybe it's caused by dehydration and lack of food)

Updates: Going for the 2nd bottle...at least till I reach my ideal weight (50-53kg @165cm!) Going to be a bridesmaid for my girlfriend's wedding and honestly, all my close girlfriends are taller (&thinner) than I am.  

LOSE WEIGHTTTT Yoshhhhhhhh! FighttOHHHHH!

angelseahx3,

signing off~

TATTOO ONE OR TWO....

I've decided on my first ink !! Chanel and I'll be getting the same #bfftattoos ! 
Still contemplating whether I should get it colored or not (?) 
Coloured tatts looks really pretty tho... ugh, I need suggestions!

❤ Some other tatts that i'm gonna get ❤

Fly.

After all this time? Always. 
#harrypoterfanforever