2014 I'M READY FOR YOU

I've been watching versions of Itazura na kiss for the past few days and really, the Taiwan version is still wayyyyyyyyy better than the Korean version, but then again there's Kim Hyung Joon so I'm not going to complain. 

New year resolution for 2014 would be to travel to 2 countries, get an awesome desktop for gaming, take up a diploma course in HR, continue to push through my current mundane office job and maintain from buying useless stuff Lol :@

Also this year, I want to be able to not look so far into the future and just enjoy life every single day. Why wait to be happy when being happy can be is your choice? why let unhappiness affect you, when you can choose not to be? 

"Don't wait for the future to be happy, be happy now. Because now is the only moment that truly exists." Time to stop judging, comparing, criticizing, complaining and gossiping. Accept the fact that not everyone will agree with you, and if you don't have anything better to say, just don't say anything at all. Gotta learn how to enjoy life & make the best with everything I have. Live life grateful for how you are now. 

Like one of my favorite YouTuber said, even if you had a tough year- lessons are blessings too. Truth is life will throw all sorts of things at you. Learn to see the light in everything.

Best of 2013, 1st solo trip to Bangkok with awesome travel buddies!!! We didn't really know one another at first, but I felt that this trip really brought us together and I'm thankful for every single one of them that made this trip memorable.

I also came to understand why it is so important to go choose the right people to go traveling with. It's not the where you go but whom you go with that makes a huge difference. But man, it's so hard to find a steady friend these days.

Last day of 2013 well spent.

Finally got to see fireworks close up, it's amazing. & Thinking back, 2013's a great year. There might be some ups and downs, but it all comes down to what you choose to remember. So remember the happy stuff and let 2013 be a great year for you.

angelseah welcomes' 2014.

Signing off-

FIRST TIME IN FOREVER

Watched Disney's latest movie 'Frozen' and it was unexpectedly better than I expected.

So much love for cartoons & well, i'm waiting for how to train your dragon 2!!

Boyfriend love left for Korea last Friday and so far i'm still handling it fine,

Been shopping for Christmas gifts to distract myself and boy it's DIFFICULT!!! 

Bought a - 

1) hot-pink 'Prada' bag for Adelyn,
2) Cardigan + Shirt for Drayden,
3) FOX kid's cropped tee & shorts for Kylie
lastly,
4) Red smart checkered top for Xavier.

I'm really happy with my buys but children's clothes are so expensive these days and i'm so broke right now. 

Sigh

All the past memories are coming back to me like a long lost dream.
It's been ages since I went out with the rest, like how it was before.
But it feels different, everything feels different now.
if only...

Irony

There are times when I get so bored and start observing people around me, then realized that I've got to stop this. 

My gut feels that all of them don't really like me..but are acting like they do. Not that I don't like them...all pretentious and phony. I just don't belong here. Or perhaps anywhere. I don't get this place. I don't get this whole lot of people. 

Having a bad day. October's a bad month.

On the bright side. I got a seat in the train home from work. 
Hur, simple joys. 

BEAST/B2ST- 비가 오는 날엔 (On Rainy Days) [FULL HQ][ENG SUB]

You are like the raindrops falling from above.

Giving life to me with your love.

Was listening to music on the iPhone 5 and stumbled on this song by B2st. It suits the current mood so much that i'm having it on replay. Haa, blogging always inspire me & there are many tales that i want to share, but i've been sooooo lazyyyy- i know should be doing my work, but it's friday & i've got the 'time to blog mood' so i'm here.

Updates: August

Hectic! Birthdays on every week of that month and it pretty much burnt a hole in my pocket :C Anyway!

Happy 21st Birthday to:

-my longest friendship friend, Hazel Tan Yan Chin!

-my helluva crrraazzzyyy girl, Esther Rachel Lai! & lastly,

my closest clique of guys, Aunn Yee Fong & Chai Shu Kiat!

You guys are da best. Love ya'll.

I felt really.really bad for not wishing another friend happy birthday. & when i finally decided to text a happy birthday wish, his birthday was over. Sigh. Great, just great. Angel, grow some guts. Jeez.

IPHONE FAAAAAAIVE

Bello! I got a new phone - iPhone5 white 32GB :D 

I'm SOOOOO happy that my stress from work went away completely.

Got a clear (front) along with a diamond (back) screen protector,

a hotpink casing with matt transparent back AND

a ultrasupermegacuteeeeeeee polka-dot ribbon-ed dustcap!

While Liying got a pair of 3 eye alien monster dustcap,

TOTAL IT ONLY COSTS $10 FOR EVERYTHING.

DOUBLE HAPPINESS ! ! I LOVE CHEAP TRILLS OKAY?!

Okay. Erm. Goodbye.

Another anecdote

Finally a day at work that I don't have "shitstuff " to do and have my 'me' time to myself :D

Currently in the office, both bosses aren't around and I'm hoping they won't arrive anytime soon. Taking this free time I have to blog my thoughts because I've been so busy at work these days that there's no time for me to blog or do anything worthwhile anymore, there's no time for me to even shop! Sighh... I need my dose of shopping. First, I need a new phone. and a new camera, and a new computer.

Didn't get to sleep well last night because of the day-1-cramps and had to wake up at 4am just to down some pills in order to sleep better. It helped a little, but sleeping at 4am doesn't make me feel any less tired.

I want to go home to sleep and travel a year back when I can work part time events and do whatever I want all. the. time. Going out in the afternoon, spending the entire day doing something worthwhile and sleeping at anytime I want. That's life.

But... I guess only with money, I'll then be able to do the things I want. and right now, I want to go on a long holiday around the world, shop, take lots of beautiful pictures and sleep. AND NO MORE WORK! Gehhh, I don't hate this job, but neither do I love it. 

I think I'm meant to be a lazy fat cat that eats and sleep all day.
Maow. angelseah.

Everything's Gonna Be Alright

Please paint me a beautiful landscape (?)

Sometimes i feel that things are still the same, only to look back realize that it has pretty much changed. I can't be everyone's happy-pill, pretending that I'm carefree all the time. So much work to do and a damn hell lot of things to stress about in life...

But as the days past, it seems to be better, than yesterday, than before. Every year I wish for some smooth sailing till the world ends, that's all I'm asking for.

Thank you for the care and support even though I've been a bad person to you.

Last mistake, I apologize.