EXCITED

YOISHHHA~! o(*≧□≦)o

HAIKYUU SEASON 2 IS OUT.

ASDNUIFASIODFJNASPAEXCITED

Updates:

1) It's almost the end of my 3 month probation working in Q's

2) My last semester's exam is in 2 weeks time & then....... GRADUATION!!!

3) Double eye lids by 2016 FAH REALLLL!

Till then.

Last Day of Work!

F R E E D O M .

It feels surreal that I've finally left my first '9 to 5' after 2 years of working full time. Suddenly reality starts to hit me and I feel kinda lost. On one hand, I am really excited to a new future but also feeling kinda apprehensive about losing the stable income that I've been getting.

Thinking back, I've come a long way from the person I was on first day of work and the person I am today. It's hard work (helluva stress, definitely) but I've learned heaps of things that I'll never have learn in school. Contracts, agreements, recruitment, accounting, work relations, marketing, project works, micro-managing and so much more... mannn, I'm truly grateful for this opportunity given to me.

Also, today marks a change of career direction for me, from 'Employed' to 'Self Employed'! Gonna attempt the role of a freelancer or another office role (whichever comes first) and at the same time try to pass with flying colours for my diploma & successfully advance to a degree in HR 

I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way.

Another anecdote

Finally a day at work that I don't have "shitstuff " to do and have my 'me' time to myself :D

Currently in the office, both bosses aren't around and I'm hoping they won't arrive anytime soon. Taking this free time I have to blog my thoughts because I've been so busy at work these days that there's no time for me to blog or do anything worthwhile anymore, there's no time for me to even shop! Sighh... I need my dose of shopping. First, I need a new phone. and a new camera, and a new computer.

Didn't get to sleep well last night because of the day-1-cramps and had to wake up at 4am just to down some pills in order to sleep better. It helped a little, but sleeping at 4am doesn't make me feel any less tired.

I want to go home to sleep and travel a year back when I can work part time events and do whatever I want all. the. time. Going out in the afternoon, spending the entire day doing something worthwhile and sleeping at anytime I want. That's life.

But... I guess only with money, I'll then be able to do the things I want. and right now, I want to go on a long holiday around the world, shop, take lots of beautiful pictures and sleep. AND NO MORE WORK! Gehhh, I don't hate this job, but neither do I love it. 

I think I'm meant to be a lazy fat cat that eats and sleep all day.
Maow. angelseah.

Thoughts

Do you ever just want to pack up and leave out of the blue without saying anything to anyone and just leave to start a life anew? Sick and tired of expecting change, knowing that things will always be the same.

 

Project Executive's work is tough, I do want to persevere and make the best out of this learning process of life. But just how can I do my best when there's nothing for me to hang on to; & the saddest part is people don't know how I truly feel, masked behind this act of phony.

 

Gonna try working for 1 more month,

at best, 7 more months. Who knows?

Hopefully things will get better.

 

I need a long break from this madness. I want to do something cracracrazyyy, to spice up thy life. Like bungee jumping, skydiving, shark diving, paranormal investigating, learning biking, parkour, I need that adrenaline rush.

 

Cheers,

angelseah

Tired tired tired

Feeling tired from constant headache, nausea, cramps & tummy-ache, like motion sickness &I don't even know what is wrong because it's starting to annoy me. Please let it not be food poisoning again..  -______-  I hate being sick! & Working makes me feel hungry every time! Better start my diet drink...I'm gaining weightttttttt. Sigh, the curse of office jobs...

A step at a time
Fighting,' angelseah

Confession

'Heyloooooo dearest blogspot! I'm in the office right now practically dying from boredom because my in-charge hasn't arrive yet & I am stuck at projects costing page, haven't got a clue how to continue. Oh-noo D;

- : I've always been afraid to lose you, so I kept a distance to hide my honest feeling that I actually liked you too. Waiting seems forever when you disappear, your words & actions makes me think that you can find someone else to love so easily that made me held back. Afraid to make you feel controlled & lose your freedom when you tell me you'll leave if there's such a case. All these insecurities from the start, I guess the more I hid my feeling, the more I fell. But now I'm taking a step at a time, to enjoy our moment together without regrets. I'm happy to have met you ❤

Xoxo, angelseah

Chinese New Year

Currently: Workspace, waiting for 12:30.
Mood: Patient
Time: 10:02 AM

A week has passed & Chinese New Year is right around the corner! Can't wait for the holidays, it's been so busy and hectic, with piles of work and stuff going on...Just looking forward to hang out with the clique and relax, have fun and just. chill. Laughs

Ah, So much to do, so little time
/Signning out~ angelseah.

Oh man oh man oh mannn,

We laugh.
We cry.
What am I feeling right now,
all i can do is sigh.
See that's the thing about having a new job.

In less than 10 hours time..
D; Haiyoyoyoyoyo

Differencess

Visit Esther's babygirl Kylie this afternoon & Yan Chin brought her 13 month old baby Adelyn there too. I swear they're the cuteeest at that age & I'm actually good with kids (ahem). Working at M)phosis is a joy because Liying is working with me & sales period always get me excited on cheap deals along with 50-70% discounts :D :D

Cab-ed home from work since we're able to claim taxi fare. Jerk driver drove us back by a longer distance wist complaining that fetching us wasn't profitable for him. Omg, will not hold it against him because he's just a sad old man.

♥ had chalet so we met up for supper at macdees & thank you for sending me home. I love you! ♥