All is but a facade

I need a getaway, to place without constant accuse & falsified lectures from the parents. They don't see my tears of disappointment. Please give me the strength to live on & never return to this forsaken misery. Just where can I go? There's no one to go to when one needs help, what a world.

Replying people with a smile on my texts, a tad too happy. Nobody knows my sorrow tears behind'em, hate myself sometimes, I'm a fake. I envy an open minded family, why can't I have that? :l

Troubles & sadness,
just need a bear hug, 
to cry a river of tears &
tomorrow will be fine.


Fuck this family for I don't have one. Never had.

Choices

Can't you see it in my eyes, those words of doubt & assumptions. 
Don't know where to start, nor do I know how to begin. 
Can time reverse a year back, to where we all first met.

Afraid to lose only but to let go.

Sucks when your past creates a barrier for the present, 
such that in reality,
everything changes.

angelseah :/

Saving up a whole lot! :D Sometimes I get irritated of childish people who don't know how to save money, to at least have a tiny bit of personal savings. What, money don't fall from the sky alright? :<

Remember December

In a blink of an eye, another two days left to December & 2012 will soon be coming to an end. Will next year come and go this quickly too (?) How will it be like,  can this be the start of something new.

Gonna start looking for more jobs, 

a need to get my expenses covered.

Hello 1 month in Korea :D :D :D

But first, I'll have to stop shopping & eating & spending.

Aah, pretty clothes..yummy food.. woes.

#money#fashion#food#games

#travel#photos#babies#peace#love

#angelseah,#signing#off

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

Take care whenever, the path might seem long so stay strong. I'm afraid of change, afraid that people will change into everything they said they'll never be. That's why i'm forgiving, forgetting & letting go of hurt, because I understand people makes mistakes & to take one as a friend, I forgive the unforgivable. 

Sorry may has become just another word.

-& life goes on,
peace out

Remember December

It is difficult to find a steady friend these days, having someone to hang out with no strings attached. Everybody is changing & I feel like I am the only one getting out of touch, slowly falling behind.

Those short times we had together, circuitously I know that I am not that one for you. That's how I really feel, call me a hypocrite but I didn't mean to deceive, life is too short for negativity so move on for better things in life that worth your attention and time.

Thoughts,

Goodbye.

Quote of the day

Don't push away the people who truly care about you, because one day, you will push them away, and they won't come back. -Blackalogy

My bottom line.

Moving on

Will there be a day when people stop envying other people? About how they're constantly feeling envious and depressed about everything and their lives are so imperfect... when they don't realize how fortunate they really are to have 'somethings' that people in this world are dying to have. Take a look at other 3rd world countries for example.

I hear a lot of spite, envy & complains on people who put others down, or people who put themselves down. There will always be that one ungrateful person who cannot be contented with how they're living & sadly, that person will never truly be happy.

Amen,
angelseah♥