Sick D;

 

I'M FALLING SICK :< \

 

Sneezing Sniffing Blowing my nose non stop since this morning & my office dustbin on the desk is overflowing with my tissues already. Mehh

Was trying out this game on my iPad and it got me addicted, but we'll have to pay after episode 1 which totally sucks. I love me some zombie aploclapse, smashing brains' cool. Oh oh! & the storyline is actually taylored to how you play it! Wah awesomeee, might start watching the series when i have time to spare. Hmm, Yee fong says he has Season 1 and 2, should get from him when he's back from Taiwan.

Ah I need a rest.

 

 

Back at your Door - Maroon 5

 

I hate feeling that i need him more than he needs me. I hate asking for more when i know that there is only that much he can give. I hate feeling selfish when i am keeping him from finding someone better. I hate putting him through all this nonsence, but i feel that if this situation can't come to a consensus, I we won't be happy. For better or, for worst..

Getting depress makes me strong in another way.  I wish someone would fathom how I am feeling now, just read my mind. Truth is, I am not strong enough, and if loving him is hurtful, caring about him brings sleepless nights then I am a failure. Sigh

❤, angelseah
i want to feel more loved, is it that difficult for you to give?

Fat flabs fat flabs (╥﹏╥)

 

Currently: In the Office

Time-Check: 4pm

Mood: Procrastinating

 

An-Gel Seah needs to: Start Exercising. Lose her tummy fats. Tone her flabby arms. Get rid of her fat tighs. Stop eating fattening food. No more snacking. And most important of all, needs motivation to start doing it. A mission to get a victoria's - secret - model - like - body, thou will be disciplined and start making sacrifices at the dinner table and eliminate fats & heavy weight training to avoid muscle gain. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. So. Tough.

 

HOW?!? 4 Days a Week: Gyming or maybe a jog in the park on Tuesday & Thursday? Taking up a course on Friday? ( KickBoxing? Hot Yoga? Cardio? ) Maybe batminton cycling, bballing or a swim on Saturday? Better get Liying to do it with me, I need a companion. Haha #Fingerscrossed

 

Seeya, angelseah :) 

Surmise

He says what he likes, he does what he likes, like it doesn't matter. I guess i have to act like i don't care because it is easier that way. Somethings are not meant to be when people just don't appreciate. Somethings that we're warned, but still repeat the same mistake. Someone that you love & cherish much, doesn't seem to be able to last... Because it hurts too much to love you, i am not strong enough, i feel like giving up.

 

The world is a dangerous place to live -

not because of the people who are evil

but because of the people 

who don't do anything about it

- Albert Einstein

 

angelseah

1st Month ❤

How did 1 month pass by so soon? Just received my 1st paycheque :D Today's a day for a celebration, for not one but two events, theeeen really gotta start saving.. for the future, for a sense of security...Yes?

Ah, I want to travel. &&&&&&& Get my iPhone5 pronnto!

Big :D
Goodbye!
angelseahhhhh
out

Tired tired tired

Feeling tired from constant headache, nausea, cramps & tummy-ache, like motion sickness &I don't even know what is wrong because it's starting to annoy me. Please let it not be food poisoning again..  -______-  I hate being sick! & Working makes me feel hungry every time! Better start my diet drink...I'm gaining weightttttttt. Sigh, the curse of office jobs...

A step at a time
Fighting,' angelseah

Confession

'Heyloooooo dearest blogspot! I'm in the office right now practically dying from boredom because my in-charge hasn't arrive yet & I am stuck at projects costing page, haven't got a clue how to continue. Oh-noo D;

- : I've always been afraid to lose you, so I kept a distance to hide my honest feeling that I actually liked you too. Waiting seems forever when you disappear, your words & actions makes me think that you can find someone else to love so easily that made me held back. Afraid to make you feel controlled & lose your freedom when you tell me you'll leave if there's such a case. All these insecurities from the start, I guess the more I hid my feeling, the more I fell. But now I'm taking a step at a time, to enjoy our moment together without regrets. I'm happy to have met you ❤

Xoxo, angelseah